Sunday 4 December 2011

Day 7-8, I "long" you.

Dear diary, for the past few days I haven't been doing anything much so, there's no update here. Just that within the 2 days, all I want to do is curl up in bed all day long while texting with my beloved Jack. Hehehehe.


So yeah, not much updates. All I can say is, B, you're the sunshine on a cloudy day. No matter how bad things will turn out, with you around, nothing else matters, B. I soooo can't wait for you to come back, B. I'm drowning myself in tears missing you (There I go exaggerating like I always do). Hehe. Well, it's good to know that you have already left Singapore and your next destination will be Langkawi. Heeeee. Unfortunately, you're going to have to sail there for 3 consecutive days. I'll miss you. 3 days of not hearing from you is like sucking on a lollipop without a stick b. :( So, I expect a lovey dovey text from you in Langkawi on Monday. SERIOUSLY BE GOOD IN LANGKAWI, BABY!!!! (Sorry, lupa tutup caps) Lol.


I smile whenever I receive your texts. You really are something, B. I don't know what I'd do without you. I miss the first time we had lunch. Can't stop mesmerizing those beautiful eyes of yours. And I loved how you took me for a long cruise all over Brunei(Bandar). I miss the first time we had breakfast, I find it cute we shared reading the newspaper together. Lol :') and then dinner...... :$ hehe. I love us kissing everywhere we go. I love those late night meet ups. Those late night cuddles.. I love you so much, B. I really can't wait for you to come back soon. Claiming hugs and kisses. And surprisingly, I miss you pinching my cheeks whenever I say "Banartahteww". Lol. I have never felt a love so honest and true like the love you've given me, Boo. :')


You are beyond the definition of amazing. I just don't know what I'd do without you.. Come back soon cause I wanna give you all the luvin' you deserve after 20 days of being away, B. Word on the street tells me that a hug can represent how much you love a person.. If that's the case, I want to hold on to you forever, B. What I feel for you is less of earth and more of cloudless heaven. Thank you for accepting me and my awful flaws. I am thankful and gratefully blessed to have met you and managed to get the opportunity to love and be loved by a wonderful person like you. Let's thank Facebook, shall we? Lol.


B, I LOVE YOU! Just writing that puts a smile on my face. You put a smile on my face. :') I love you because of your sweetness, your kindness, your tenderness and your thoughtfulness. I love you because you are my dear friend and loving companion, you smile at my jokes and laugh at my youthful spirit. I love you because i have a 'long'-ing to be close to you and you long to be close to me. I love snuggling with you under the blankets and cuddling you with your head on my shoulder as we talk about ourselves. I love being near you. I love that you fill the empty spaces between my fingers. I love you because you listen to me as I share the small triumphs or struggles of the day. Remember Black Friday? :( I love you because in moments of friction between us, you hear me out. Even when you don't agree with me, you listen with a longing to understand me. I'm sorry if I have made you suffer due to my imperfections and my shortcomings largely without complaint.


Oh, B. I miss you. I want to be with you and hold you. :/ I want to gently touch your face and cup your cheek in my hand as I look into your beautiful eyes. I want to cuddle and snuggle with you just so that I can be close to you. I want to rub your arms and legs and stare across the bed as we talk of our feelings for one another. I want to hold your hand across the table at a restaurant. I want to romance you, I want you to know how beautiful you are in my eyes. I want you to know how much I cherish and adore you. I want to give my heart to you. I want your heart, I want it all. I know all that I have typed down sounds too cheesy for you to handle, but B, this is what I truly feel about you.  Sigh.....


My heart longs for you. My heart longs to leap at the sound of your voice........ ;) My heart longs to be filled with Joy by your smile. My heart longs my love, respect and adoration to flow to you as I gently kiss your hands(On the right hand especially!) Lol. My heart longs to be warmed when I hold you in my arms. My heart longs to feel the passion as I caress your face, stare into your beautiful eyes and tenderly kiss you. My heart longs to see our love for one another grow as we cuddle and we share from the heart. My heart longs to express my love for you as I look into your eyes while we talk. My heart longs to be calmed and comforted as I lovingly kiss you all over and caress your bare arms. My heart longs for me to cup your face in my hands and draw you in for a tender, loving, passionate kiss. My heart longs to feel the sensual passion and desire as our lips meet. My heart longs to express its desire as I tenderly and lovingly wrap my arms around you and let my hands crawl all over your body....... *OKAY I'M GETTING TOO DEEP! SIMBAH TIA ME PLSSS*
Lol. I hope you enjoyed reading that, B. Sorry for the rest of the readers if you find this post very discomforting. Lol. The things we end up typing down when we're crazily in love. Lol.


I love you, B. And you know it. I just can't wait to have you back here with me. Right next to me. Behind me. On top of me. All over me. Lol. Callie ain't nothin without Jack! That's a true fact!

Feel this song with me, Baby.



And here are the lyrics to the song:
Stressed out, uptight, overworked, riled up
Unleash what you got let's explore your naughty side
Follow me, where we're going, we don't need no bread crumbs
Cant you see, baby? You're the only one


You are among the few hot women
Let me be your medicine
'Cause I got one thing on my mind, I'll be your valentine
Spread your wings and baby, fly away


It's your body, we can love if you want to
Loud if you want to, scream if you want to
Just let me love you, lay right here, girl, don't be scared of me
Give you sex therapy, give you sex therapy


It's your body, we'll go hard if you want to
As hard as you want to, soft as you want to
Just let me love you, lay right here, I'll be your fantasy
Give you sex therapy, give you sex therapy


Baby, that's all for you to do, let your body be
I'll lick you down, I'll make you feel like you're out of body
The doctor's here for you


Take you like Twilight, I'll touch your neck
You don't have to say anything, I'll get you wet, yeah
Push you up against the wall, turn you out and turn you on
Yea, yea, whoa


It's your body, we can love if you want to
Loud if you want to, scream if you want to
Just let me love you, lay right here, girl, don't be scared of me
Give you sex therapy, give you sex therapy


It's your body, we'll go hard if you want to
As hard as you want to, soft as you want to
Just let me love you, lay right here, I'll be your fantasy
Give you sex therapy, give you sex therapy


Girl, it's your body we can do whatever you like
Girl, it's your body we can do whatever you like
It's your body we can ride and rock and roll
Ride and rock and roll
Ride and rock, oh oh oh oh


It's your body, we can love if you want to
Loud if you want to, scream if you want to
Just let me love you, lay right here, girl, don't be scared of me
Give you sex therapy, give you sex therapy


It's your body, we'll go hard if you want to
As hard as you want to, soft as you want to
Just let me love you, lay right here, I'll be your fantasy
Give you sex therapy, give you sex therapy


Shawty, shawty it's your body we can do can do can do
(Sex therapy)
Shawty, shawty it's your body we can do whatever you like
(Sex therapy)
Just let me love you, lay right here, girl, don't be scared of me
Give you sex therapy, give you sex therapy.


So yeah, that is all for today, I hope you enjoyed reading my current post because, I enjoyed typing them down for Jack. Lol. Anyway, till next post. Thanks to those for taking the time to read this. :) Enjoy your weekend ♥♥♥


P/s. Jack, you just gotta love it when Robin sang the part "The doctor's here for you" ;)

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