:)

iToday, I had netball with my team. It was awesome. I'm too lazy to explain in detail lah. So... yeah. Let the pictures do the talking. ;)

Say "Hello" to my pretty, long nails now.

Now say "Goodbye". :(

Yes, that's me, cutting my nails before the game. I feel so nail-less now. I can't even pick a penny :( Babai, kuku panjang. Hello, kuku pendek.

During Netball :

Suweeet eh si Rosemary atuu :D

Naqiyah Yusof and Nabilah Yakub Fans ;)

US ♥

The U-18

The U-15 (Banyak sangat jua eh team under 15 ani)

After netball:

Yes, that's Adek showing off her new shirt during our webcam session. I have a lot of those shirts at home and apparently they're still new. She wanted it, so, I gave one to her. Heheh.

So funny you know. She just clicked me tarus tarus and said "WEBCAMMMMMMMM" in msn. haha. I just finished taking my shower at that time. Hahaha. That explains the towel on my head. Hehe. So funny and random of adek. :P

So yeah, I think that's all for now. I'm tireddZzzZz. Will update more soon.

See ya. :)

PDS vs. PGGMB, Friendly match held at BIBD

So yesterday, which was Sunday. Our school, PDS had a friendly match against PGGMB. It was awesome (Y). Like, very awesome. Hee. Here are a few group photos of us. We rock! (Y)

So yeah, I think that's it. Hee. Too lazy to blog much. Will be updating more soon. :)

Plurk-ing is awesomeee! (Y)

Hey, I'm an active plurker. If you happen to have a Plurk account, just add me up.

Here's the URL to my Plurk Account.

http://plurk.com/Bimbo29/invite

But before that, say this with me.

"Plurk is waaay better than Twitter!"

Hahahaah. LOL :P

I plurk more than I blog. :)

A lovely Saturday♥

Heya, peeps. So yeah. Yesterday I went out with my girls. Zye, Nabs and Piya. Not only that, with the boys as well. Tipsy, Nabel and Awie along with Shana. We even bumped into Mamad, Faris, Nazmi, Wan Fared, Azman, Izzat. And also, Belle, Sakinah and Ratna. Awesome (Y)

Piyawan Takamchai. Thailand's favourite singer ;)

EWWWW! HOLY TIPSY!!!! HAHAHAHA :P (p/s. Those aren't his real teeth. )

Zyeane and Naniane (Y)

Karas jua mua mu atu, wang! HAHAHA :P

Zye and Nabel (p/s. They're cousins!)

Oh, and I finally get to meet si monkeybutt, Maliey lastnight. We watched Fast and Furious 4. It was damn awesome! After the movies, we went for dinner at Fratinis. It was a pleasure to finally meet you in person. ;)

She's the best (Y)

:)

Overall, I had an amazing day and night with them. I hope you enjoyed watchin the pictures. Till next time. See ya! :)

It just gets me wondering. Why does every beginning, there has to be an ending? :/ I don't know I sound so cheesy at the moment, but I can't help it. I have to express it out. Each and every single time I get hurt, the more I hesitate to begin a relationship with someone. Because i have kept that sort of inner fear of getting hurt within me. It makes me curious why things has to always be that way. After all the times I've spent in lonesome, it gave me room, to think about the mistakes I've made from my carelessness in understanding. It kept me wondering for too long. Is it because we lack of commitment? Is it because we didn't bother to pay any mind to whats been going on around us? Or is it because we didn't take it seriously? That, I do not know. Thats why it has kept me wondering. You know that quote "prepare an umbrella before it rains." If you don't, try translating it to malay. Maybe from there, you might find the quote quite familiar. Hmm. From that quote, it made me realize that in a relationship, you have to be ready by being strong enough cause for sure you might get hurt. The umbrella will be the one that protects us, and the rain will be the one that hurts us. Not literally though. I'm just setting it as a metaphor because I couldn't think of a better way to explain it.

I learnt a little from someone by observing the mistakes she made. I'm not sure if it was a mistake though, cause I don't know what's ahead of her. She hasn't been dating properly because she hasn't fully gotten over her former lover. I asked her "Why are you doing this to yourself?"
"I don't know. I'd rather let him cheat on me rather than lose him.", she replied. I was in a state of shock. I thought my ears deceived me after listening to those words come straight out of her mouth.

It reminded me on how i used to be that way. But now that thought kept on questioning me. How did I become so, desperate. Well, to me, it does seem desperate. I admit, I was desperate though. So yeah, I studied through the matter, and I'm not really so sure of the answer. After spending an amount of time which you have adjusted for your lover other than doing your daily things, the love for your lover starts to manipulate you by telling you to spend more time with him/her and thats when lovers start to say they miss each other. The more they miss each other, the more we struggle to adjust more time for them in our lives because they couldn't stand without talking to each other, seeing each other and whatsoever. Once all those adjusted time has been going on for too long, we become helpless. When you have started to give your love to them in a whole amount, yes, things would still be alright. But once the love becomes less and less because you have given out all the love to your lover, they start to think the love becomes less. Its like this, two singers are performing on stage. The first singer scored the highest points, for sure the crowd will go wild. Then, the second singer came next. He has the second highest point. The crowd won't be as wild as they were after cheering for the first singer. Because it's the least that they asked for. You get me? What I'm trying to say is, when you give your love towards someone, try to balance it. Don't give too much or too little all in different days or time.

And this is the part where things start to get ugly. Once the partner/lover starts to think that you don't love them anymore because of their way of thinking your love for them is becoming less, they tend to become unsatisfied and unhappy. Of course we don't want to see our lovers unhappy, right? We start to grow concern and lose ourselves. Usually we start losing ourselves by negative thinking and all that. Because there are times where people struggle too much, things'll fall apart. Sometimes we just gotta keep it cool no matter how painful it is to see our lovers unhappy. When we see or feel that our lovers are unhappy, we tend to think that we haven't made the happy enough. Even when our lover is out spending time with his/her regular friends, jealousy starts to grow within us which isn't what we used to think of our lovers. We start to think that our lover prefers to be with other people rather than us. That's where all the negative thinking starts to arise. Just because we didn't get the attention we needed, we start to think of negative things.

Thats when both parties start to grow curious of one another. And curiosity can sometimes kill. The trust between the love no longer exists. And trust is one of the strongest element when it comes to love. And another common matter which frequently occurs are broken promises. There are times where we promise something to our lovers, but it never came true eventhough they kept hoping it'd come true, and once you lose your trust for them we start to grow impatient with hoping, we get very furious and start to make a humungous deal out of it. Hope is also one of the strongest element. There are more of the strongest elements when it comes to love. But i'm too lazy to type it all down. Haha.

Without the strongest elements in love, the love you built will shatter to the ground. ( not literally) Things begin to become messy. but its funny you know. Eventhough we are so very frustrated to our lovers for hurting us or disappointing us, we still want to love them and have them in our lives. We love them too much to let them go. I believe its from the habit from all the sparing space and time adjusting we made for them. We grow too used to having them around that you can't even be without them. Even if we try to live without them, we will still be the one running back looking for them. Because we miss their presence in our lives. They have once made our life whole with a better meaning. And being without them makes us pathetically miserable.

I'm not sure if my thoughts are true though, but I hope you will learn a little from what i've just typed down. I might probably continue this kind of topic someday, hopefully I will. But for now, I'm realy tired and my brain is not functioning properly. Hee. Till next time. Goodnight. :)