Day 7-8, I "long" you.

Dear diary, for the past few days I haven't been doing anything much so, there's no update here. Just that within the 2 days, all I want to do is curl up in bed all day long while texting with my beloved Jack. Hehehehe.


So yeah, not much updates. All I can say is, B, you're the sunshine on a cloudy day. No matter how bad things will turn out, with you around, nothing else matters, B. I soooo can't wait for you to come back, B. I'm drowning myself in tears missing you (There I go exaggerating like I always do). Hehe. Well, it's good to know that you have already left Singapore and your next destination will be Langkawi. Heeeee. Unfortunately, you're going to have to sail there for 3 consecutive days. I'll miss you. 3 days of not hearing from you is like sucking on a lollipop without a stick b. :( So, I expect a lovey dovey text from you in Langkawi on Monday. SERIOUSLY BE GOOD IN LANGKAWI, BABY!!!! (Sorry, lupa tutup caps) Lol.


I smile whenever I receive your texts. You really are something, B. I don't know what I'd do without you. I miss the first time we had lunch. Can't stop mesmerizing those beautiful eyes of yours. And I loved how you took me for a long cruise all over Brunei(Bandar). I miss the first time we had breakfast, I find it cute we shared reading the newspaper together. Lol :') and then dinner...... :$ hehe. I love us kissing everywhere we go. I love those late night meet ups. Those late night cuddles.. I love you so much, B. I really can't wait for you to come back soon. Claiming hugs and kisses. And surprisingly, I miss you pinching my cheeks whenever I say "Banartahteww". Lol. I have never felt a love so honest and true like the love you've given me, Boo. :')


You are beyond the definition of amazing. I just don't know what I'd do without you.. Come back soon cause I wanna give you all the luvin' you deserve after 20 days of being away, B. Word on the street tells me that a hug can represent how much you love a person.. If that's the case, I want to hold on to you forever, B. What I feel for you is less of earth and more of cloudless heaven. Thank you for accepting me and my awful flaws. I am thankful and gratefully blessed to have met you and managed to get the opportunity to love and be loved by a wonderful person like you. Let's thank Facebook, shall we? Lol.


B, I LOVE YOU! Just writing that puts a smile on my face. You put a smile on my face. :') I love you because of your sweetness, your kindness, your tenderness and your thoughtfulness. I love you because you are my dear friend and loving companion, you smile at my jokes and laugh at my youthful spirit. I love you because i have a 'long'-ing to be close to you and you long to be close to me. I love snuggling with you under the blankets and cuddling you with your head on my shoulder as we talk about ourselves. I love being near you. I love that you fill the empty spaces between my fingers. I love you because you listen to me as I share the small triumphs or struggles of the day. Remember Black Friday? :( I love you because in moments of friction between us, you hear me out. Even when you don't agree with me, you listen with a longing to understand me. I'm sorry if I have made you suffer due to my imperfections and my shortcomings largely without complaint.


Oh, B. I miss you. I want to be with you and hold you. :/ I want to gently touch your face and cup your cheek in my hand as I look into your beautiful eyes. I want to cuddle and snuggle with you just so that I can be close to you. I want to rub your arms and legs and stare across the bed as we talk of our feelings for one another. I want to hold your hand across the table at a restaurant. I want to romance you, I want you to know how beautiful you are in my eyes. I want you to know how much I cherish and adore you. I want to give my heart to you. I want your heart, I want it all. I know all that I have typed down sounds too cheesy for you to handle, but B, this is what I truly feel about you.  Sigh.....


My heart longs for you. My heart longs to leap at the sound of your voice........ ;) My heart longs to be filled with Joy by your smile. My heart longs my love, respect and adoration to flow to you as I gently kiss your hands(On the right hand especially!) Lol. My heart longs to be warmed when I hold you in my arms. My heart longs to feel the passion as I caress your face, stare into your beautiful eyes and tenderly kiss you. My heart longs to see our love for one another grow as we cuddle and we share from the heart. My heart longs to express my love for you as I look into your eyes while we talk. My heart longs to be calmed and comforted as I lovingly kiss you all over and caress your bare arms. My heart longs for me to cup your face in my hands and draw you in for a tender, loving, passionate kiss. My heart longs to feel the sensual passion and desire as our lips meet. My heart longs to express its desire as I tenderly and lovingly wrap my arms around you and let my hands crawl all over your body....... *OKAY I'M GETTING TOO DEEP! SIMBAH TIA ME PLSSS*
Lol. I hope you enjoyed reading that, B. Sorry for the rest of the readers if you find this post very discomforting. Lol. The things we end up typing down when we're crazily in love. Lol.


I love you, B. And you know it. I just can't wait to have you back here with me. Right next to me. Behind me. On top of me. All over me. Lol. Callie ain't nothin without Jack! That's a true fact!

Feel this song with me, Baby.



And here are the lyrics to the song:
Stressed out, uptight, overworked, riled up
Unleash what you got let's explore your naughty side
Follow me, where we're going, we don't need no bread crumbs
Cant you see, baby? You're the only one


You are among the few hot women
Let me be your medicine
'Cause I got one thing on my mind, I'll be your valentine
Spread your wings and baby, fly away


It's your body, we can love if you want to
Loud if you want to, scream if you want to
Just let me love you, lay right here, girl, don't be scared of me
Give you sex therapy, give you sex therapy


It's your body, we'll go hard if you want to
As hard as you want to, soft as you want to
Just let me love you, lay right here, I'll be your fantasy
Give you sex therapy, give you sex therapy


Baby, that's all for you to do, let your body be
I'll lick you down, I'll make you feel like you're out of body
The doctor's here for you


Take you like Twilight, I'll touch your neck
You don't have to say anything, I'll get you wet, yeah
Push you up against the wall, turn you out and turn you on
Yea, yea, whoa


It's your body, we can love if you want to
Loud if you want to, scream if you want to
Just let me love you, lay right here, girl, don't be scared of me
Give you sex therapy, give you sex therapy


It's your body, we'll go hard if you want to
As hard as you want to, soft as you want to
Just let me love you, lay right here, I'll be your fantasy
Give you sex therapy, give you sex therapy


Girl, it's your body we can do whatever you like
Girl, it's your body we can do whatever you like
It's your body we can ride and rock and roll
Ride and rock and roll
Ride and rock, oh oh oh oh


It's your body, we can love if you want to
Loud if you want to, scream if you want to
Just let me love you, lay right here, girl, don't be scared of me
Give you sex therapy, give you sex therapy


It's your body, we'll go hard if you want to
As hard as you want to, soft as you want to
Just let me love you, lay right here, I'll be your fantasy
Give you sex therapy, give you sex therapy


Shawty, shawty it's your body we can do can do can do
(Sex therapy)
Shawty, shawty it's your body we can do whatever you like
(Sex therapy)
Just let me love you, lay right here, girl, don't be scared of me
Give you sex therapy, give you sex therapy.


So yeah, that is all for today, I hope you enjoyed reading my current post because, I enjoyed typing them down for Jack. Lol. Anyway, till next post. Thanks to those for taking the time to read this. :) Enjoy your weekend ♥♥♥


P/s. Jack, you just gotta love it when Robin sang the part "The doctor's here for you" ;)

I'm lost without U.

Just a short post about this song I am currently listening to. Oh my........:$ One of the sweetest sexiest song I've heard so far. Lol. For you, Baby J♥♥♥♥♥. Mmwah!




Here are the lyrics for the song :


I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby


Tell me how you love me more
And how you think I'm sexy baby
But you don't want nobody else
You don't want this guy
You don't want that guy
You wanna touch yourself when you see me
Tell me how you love my body
And how I make you feel baby
You wanna roll with me
You wanna to hold with me
You wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes a man feel good baby
Tell me you depend on me
I need to hear it


I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby


Baby your the perfect shape
Baby your the perfect weight
Treat me like my birthday
I want it this way
I want it that way
I want it, Tell me you don't want me to stop
Tell me it would break your heart
But you love me and all my dirty
You wanna roll with me
You wanna to hold with me
You want to make fires and get Norwegian wood with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes a man feel good baby


I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby


Cause you will tell me every morning
Oooohhh all right baby
Ooooh yeah
Oh baby
Oh darlin
All right right


I'm lost without you!
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love you baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love yoou baby!


Ooh yeah
Oh baby
Oh darlin'
All right right
Oh baby
Oh darlin'
Ooh ooh baby
All right right... yeah.

Day 3-6. Lovin u long time! ♥

Hello, everybody. Sorry I haven't posted anything for the past few days. Been keeping myself busy for "You know who!" Lol.


So yeaaa, today is the 6th day Jack has been away. Who would've known I would survive that long. But yeah, I still have 14 more days to go till Jack comes back. I am really eager and excited to see Jack. Can't wait.


What have I been doing for the past few days? Let the pictures do the talking. :)
I was at home the whole day on the 3rd day, nothing special. Just felt like painting.

So, I painted a little something for Jack. Did a few sketches at first.

Started painting bit by bit.

And again bit by bit. Lol.

Fully painted everything, gave some touch ups, contrast some colors and last but not least, outline, and here it is. The things I feel like doing when it comes to love~ Hehe :)


So yea, on the 4th day(29th November 2011)Jack was not around, I had lunch with me bestie at KJ Restaurant located in  Gadong same block with CAM. :)

Look at that Laksa goodness. Mmmmmmmm. Hehehe.

Right after the lunch, we went off to The Mall for a little window shopping, and stopped by at The Colony for a little Hi-tea.

Here is my friend's Chocolate mousse. Not bad, I'd give it a 6 out of 10.

And I had the Fresh Fruit Meringue. Tastes remarkable. Nothing like I've ever tasted before, but I would prefer it better if they used mangoes instead of peaches. The strawberries and the kiwis, surprisingly fresh!
I'd give it a generous 8.5 out of 10. Hehe.




After Hi-Tea, me and my friend went to pick up my mum from work sent her home and continued on our scavenger hunt. Lol. We went to Hua Ho Mall Manggis. Yes, we are that bored.

I giggled when I found this..... Lol. Waterproof from what???? :P

Then we went downstairs cause I had to do a little grocery shopping :)

After that, we went to La Mee located in Serusop. Yes, we've been eating all day loooong. Lol. We were that crazy. Dinner at La Mee was great!

 We had our Teh O :)

 This is what my friend ordered, I forgot what was the name of the dish. But it tastes good tho.

I ordered the La Mee Buttermilk Eggsplode? I don't quite remember the name but it kinda sounds something like that. It tastes frickingly good! But I didn't manage to finish it cause there was too many! lol




After dinner, we schmoozed a little and I received a WA text from a friend wondering if I have the time to play some pool. Well, since I didn't want to leave my friend alone, I took her along with me and we played pool at Merce Snooker, located at Kiulap same block with Blue Eden. Finally got the chance to meet the lovebirds after being MIA for a while. Zarry and Nisa. Lol. Both of you are soo cute together! I didn't take pictures when we played pool. But I did take a picture of ball no. 6!

Majal inda mau masuk! Grr! Lol. "Bula paling karas" - Quoted by Zarry.

We had a great time. :) Enough said.


After pool, we had a loong cruise trying to crash a place cause we were craving for some hot teaa. Cause my friend had a sore throat, so I encouraged her to drink hot tea.
After a while, we decided to stop by at De Royalle which is located in Bandar Seri Begawan. It is not far from where I live and plus, it opens 24 hrs. So, I'm kind of a regular there. I have their VIP card so, at least we don't spend that much??? Lol.

Enjoying our pot of tea, keeping out throats and our bloodstream warm since it was such a cold night. And I had beef kebab for supper. Eat eat eat! LOL. :D

Then after that, I sent my friend back home, I went off for a little cruise and arrived home at 2AM. Lol. It feels great though, cause I spent 12 hours with my bestie. I know someday we won't hangout as much as we used to and all. I'm just glad we spent half a day together. I can already imagine one day, when you get married, we won't be as close as we used to. I'm gonna miss you, bestie. :) You know who you are... :)




So yeah, the next day(5th day), which was on 30th November, I woke up extremely late. Woke up with the thoughts of Jack. Missing you, B. I don't know what happened, I think I had an emotional breakdown. I tried to pull myself together. I went to the beach all by myself around 5 pm.

Loving the sunset, so much. If only Jack was around :/ Missing you, Boo. 

 This is the best part, I've always been afraid to walk on wooden bridges. But I said to myself, if I don't walk the walk, how am I going to overcome my fears? So I made it till the very end although I was really terrified. The part with no railings creeps the shit out of me Lol.

And last but not least... this..... Beautiful. :)

Night time? I become hantu. That's all I can say. :P


Today is the 1st of December. Nothing special about this month. Just that I'm missing Jack terribly much.
Oh baby, 2 more weeks without you, it's driving me N.U.T.S. Today, I just stayed at home slept all day and text with you. It cheered up my day a little bit. Baby, I am lost without you. I am so sorry for the things I have said that night. I will not give up on us... I can't wait till you come back. :D Hehehe. The many things I want to do to you..... *cough* I mean, do "with" you. Lol. Loving you always, B.





This song suits me so well. Telling me I should just have the patience. Lol





And this is for you, Baby J ♥. I love you. Mmwah!


That's all for now, peeps. Till the next post~ :D
Goodnight!