Insomnia Season

Lately... I have been having these non-stop bad habits of staying up late.. Something's kinda bothering me.. and I  don't know what's causing me to feel this way.. It's so... unusual. Heh!


I feel like.... a lot of things and people in my life are missing... I just miss them all alot... I wish I... nyeh, seems pointless to wish. I hardly even know what I am talking about right now.


I wonder what's about to happen next... 


These past few days, I've been day dreaming of things I have never thought of before. It's been ruining my concentration... Even when I am driving. This is seriously unhealthy -_-" (obviously)


I've been hoping for a miracle to happen.. But.. will it ever happen? I've never felt anything like this.. Like as if.. I don't know what I want... It's like, I have tonnes of options.. But I can't think of one nor even decide which is which.

I just don't like this feeling... I hope.. I don't lose it all :/

I kinda feel bad for this lady... Although, I somehow think I am going through what she is going through. Please don't make me decide things :/
Oh well, I'm off to bed. Gotta work early tomorrow. Goodnight, peeps :)

You, me, back then and now ♥

GOOD AM EVERYONE!!! :D

It has been ages since i have last blogged. This is the first post for this year.

I've been quite a lazybum these past few months...... (nearly a year actually). Hehe. Just to keep you updated, I am now currently working as a Manicurist & Pedicurist at Almost@Paradise. It's more of a Spa concept goin on in there. So, if you peeps are curious to know, just gimme a text or dial me up! (If you only happen to know my number :P)

Well, what do you need to know about me? Oh, and yes, the rumors are true. I do look like a pregnant lady who has given birth to 3 kids but actually I'm just a 19 year old who's lazy to look good and fat.

The image below will help explain what I've been trying to say in a much more less complicated way.

Hahahaha! Well, this is just an inside joke. What I'm trying to say is.. eversince I have gained tonnes of weight, I've been too embarresed to expose myself to everyone. Heh, I miss my old self. Really. Lately I've been torturing myself to lose weight.. but its not as effective as I thought it would be and not as easy as it was before. Nothing seems to work.

Oh well, moving on. Its around 3 am... I'm actually in the middle of baking my lasagna, but that can wait. Besides, my brother needs it by 7 am. So that'll be fine. Been thinking of opening a lasagna business lately. Mum's been supporting me to do it as well, so I said to myself, "Why not and give it a try?" Even my brother's friend was interested in my lasagna that he requested me to bake for him and all I have to do is just name the price. But, I haven't thought of anything yet though. I just love the feeling of having people enjoying my food. :) When they say it's good, it's like.... soothing music to my ears.

What do I have plans for today? Hmm... well.... In the morning, I have to send the car to NBT for car servicing but mum's doing it for me so I'll be stranded at home without a ride :/.. Mmm... and then after that work.... mm... after work.... maybe..... just watch DVDs? I'm a lame person, I know. Don't rub it in. (Like as if I'm talking to myself the entire time. Haha!)

Note to self....... I NEED TO GET A LIFE!!!!!! It's like as if I've been a loner for quite some time... come here and do add my msn... desperately.in.need.of.friends@hotmail.com.

KIDDING!!!! I do have someone. Someone very special. Someone who doesn't know I've been typing all of this down cause i have not published this post yet (3:20am). And someone who is currently asleep right now.. Hmm.. Imisheww...