Hits of the day:
Epiphany by Chrisette Michelle
Truly. Madly, Deeply by Cascada
Dan Sebenarnya by Yuna
Let me in by Zee Avi
Enjoy :)
Spend your weekend with these songs and your loved ones. Nothing could get anymore pefect ;)
Saturday 28 November 2009
Friday 27 November 2009
Bored
I thank my good friend, Syazwana Zulkifli for keeping me company tonight in msn. Thanks Syaz! Haha apakan. Random.
Tonight, I have to admit, it feels like such a lonely night. Been spending my time playing Happy Aquarium, Cafe World, Restaurant Life~~ Boo's asleep already. It's past 2 am. I'm crazy for still being awake at this hour.
I kinda miss going out. I feel like I have not stepped at Gadong for ages. My friends, hmm.. they're all gone. I guess they thought I didn't want to be bothered due to me in a relationship. I miss my friends. I miss everyone. Come back to me please. :(
I love my life, yes, but I need credit from friendship too. I forgot how it feels like being out. I orgot how it feels like being out with friends. I forgot everything.
So much for being friends :/
I miss being needed. Being a shoulder for my friends to cry on. I miss being talked to. I just feel. left out and all alone. I thank Boo for always be there for me.
I'm out of words now. Will update more soon. Goodnight :)
Tonight, I have to admit, it feels like such a lonely night. Been spending my time playing Happy Aquarium, Cafe World, Restaurant Life~~ Boo's asleep already. It's past 2 am. I'm crazy for still being awake at this hour.
I kinda miss going out. I feel like I have not stepped at Gadong for ages. My friends, hmm.. they're all gone. I guess they thought I didn't want to be bothered due to me in a relationship. I miss my friends. I miss everyone. Come back to me please. :(
I love my life, yes, but I need credit from friendship too. I forgot how it feels like being out. I orgot how it feels like being out with friends. I forgot everything.
So much for being friends :/
I miss being needed. Being a shoulder for my friends to cry on. I miss being talked to. I just feel. left out and all alone. I thank Boo for always be there for me.
I'm out of words now. Will update more soon. Goodnight :)
Thursday 26 November 2009
Our love story♥
Dear, sayang♥
I know you are asleep right now. Just felt like typing you something while you go for a short vacation to Lalaland. And get well soon. I love you always.
It's almost end of the week. Mama's gonna be home. I'm gonna miss you. I know we'll still be seeing each other, I just couldn't bare to spend a minute without you. If I were to recall, I'm always the weak one. I get easily hurt thinking of the past. I wasn't ready for love. Until I met you. It wasn't a date. I have to admit, it was quite funny.
It all began after I had a break up with an ex and went to Seria with a friend. I started adding people randomly on facbook without even looking at their pictures. I went back to Bandar on the 25th June. Spent my boring days going for tuition(escape) and just hang around with some random friends at the Mall. We've been inbox-ing on facebook nearly the entire week. I was kinda clueless.
Until this one particular day(28th June 2009), we were both on facebook and we have been constantly replying each other's messages. And coincidentally, we were both in Gadong. So, I started my move by asking if you'd like to meet up. And you agreed to meet up and asked for my cellphone number. I waited for your text message patiently until your text arrived. Unfortunately, at that time, I forgot to tell you that there's a virus on my phone which enabled me to reply your text message. So I gave you a call. Haha. Oh, what a start. During that time, Gadong was surrounded by a hectic crowd. There were people everywhere. You suggested to meet somewhere near incomm. As I climbed up the escalator to the floor you're on, there you are.. You nearly blew me away, but my mood changed after I saw a guy standing next to you. So my mood turned off a bit. Haha. I thought you said he was your boyfriend. But actually, he was just your bestfriend. How humiliating~~ Haha.
Since The Mall was so full of people, we both decided to hang out somewhere where there isn't too much people. From there, I knew, you're the type that doesn't like being out in public. We took a stop at Coffeebean. You offered to get me a drink, but I refused to accept(kononnya trying to win the first impression laaa~~) Haha. Jual mahal la sikit :P Then we sat. I felt a certain bonding between the both of us. I've never sat down at Coffeebean with a random girl I barely knew and talk with all day long. We talked about how we both got heartbrokened, stories about our past, current status etc. You even cracked me up with the story about your back *explicit content*. But I know one thing for sure. I couldn't stop gazing upon those beautiful eyes of yours.
We talked for so long we didn't realize that the day has gone dark and you had to go home. I offered a hand as a sign of how glad I was to have met you(Kan hug, tapi karang kena ucap over :P), but I changed my mind and scratched my head after you saidyou wanted to offer me a ride home (Buang kes). At first I refused, cause it was weird. We just met and then tarus send me home. You keep skipping to the next level spontaneously. Haha. You're so full of surprises That's why I love you. :')
While sending me home, we had a conversation in the car and I accidentally revealed my 'manja-ness'. I love watching you wear spectacles when you drive. Before you drove me off, you gave me two, wet juicy kisses on both sides of my cheeks. And I went all "GAGAGAGA" to the doorsteps. You even sent me a text message asking how should we contact each oter since I couldn't reply messages. Alolo, sian. I felt upset because it was at the end of the week. School should re-open the next day. Until.... we received the news that the schol holiday has been extended due to the critical swine flu outbreak. I was so jumpy! We ended up spending tonnes of time together every single day.
The next day, we met again. Oh, sayang, I am so crazy head over heels for you. I know you know(apakan). I love that you are so responsible, disciplined, trustworthy, loving, caring and fully mine :') It took us weeks to get to know each other. Until, 11th July 2009. Baby, you got me lost with words. You proposed me without me even expecting it :O You even gave me the ring you wore since highschool with your name engraved on it. (It doesn't fit my finger actually, so you got me a chain necklace and turned it into a necklace)
I love you, truly and without a doubt. I nearly doubted you.. I'm sorry. But I've managed to push aside my fears of getting hurt and forgot the past ever existed. I love you. And that's our magical love story.
Je t'adore, une copine. Tu es ma joie de vivre. Tu es magnifique, chérie. Tu es pour moi la plus belle. Toi et moi- Ça ne changera pas.
Together you and I, lets fulfill our dreams together. Paris, baby, PARIS♥
P/s. Je t'aime de tout mon cœur.
I know you are asleep right now. Just felt like typing you something while you go for a short vacation to Lalaland. And get well soon. I love you always.
It's almost end of the week. Mama's gonna be home. I'm gonna miss you. I know we'll still be seeing each other, I just couldn't bare to spend a minute without you. If I were to recall, I'm always the weak one. I get easily hurt thinking of the past. I wasn't ready for love. Until I met you. It wasn't a date. I have to admit, it was quite funny.
It all began after I had a break up with an ex and went to Seria with a friend. I started adding people randomly on facbook without even looking at their pictures. I went back to Bandar on the 25th June. Spent my boring days going for tuition(escape) and just hang around with some random friends at the Mall. We've been inbox-ing on facebook nearly the entire week. I was kinda clueless.
Until this one particular day(28th June 2009), we were both on facebook and we have been constantly replying each other's messages. And coincidentally, we were both in Gadong. So, I started my move by asking if you'd like to meet up. And you agreed to meet up and asked for my cellphone number. I waited for your text message patiently until your text arrived. Unfortunately, at that time, I forgot to tell you that there's a virus on my phone which enabled me to reply your text message. So I gave you a call. Haha. Oh, what a start. During that time, Gadong was surrounded by a hectic crowd. There were people everywhere. You suggested to meet somewhere near incomm. As I climbed up the escalator to the floor you're on, there you are.. You nearly blew me away, but my mood changed after I saw a guy standing next to you. So my mood turned off a bit. Haha. I thought you said he was your boyfriend. But actually, he was just your bestfriend. How humiliating~~ Haha.
Since The Mall was so full of people, we both decided to hang out somewhere where there isn't too much people. From there, I knew, you're the type that doesn't like being out in public. We took a stop at Coffeebean. You offered to get me a drink, but I refused to accept(kononnya trying to win the first impression laaa~~) Haha. Jual mahal la sikit :P Then we sat. I felt a certain bonding between the both of us. I've never sat down at Coffeebean with a random girl I barely knew and talk with all day long. We talked about how we both got heartbrokened, stories about our past, current status etc. You even cracked me up with the story about your back *explicit content*. But I know one thing for sure. I couldn't stop gazing upon those beautiful eyes of yours.
We talked for so long we didn't realize that the day has gone dark and you had to go home. I offered a hand as a sign of how glad I was to have met you(Kan hug, tapi karang kena ucap over :P), but I changed my mind and scratched my head after you saidyou wanted to offer me a ride home (Buang kes). At first I refused, cause it was weird. We just met and then tarus send me home. You keep skipping to the next level spontaneously. Haha. You're so full of surprises That's why I love you. :')
While sending me home, we had a conversation in the car and I accidentally revealed my 'manja-ness'. I love watching you wear spectacles when you drive. Before you drove me off, you gave me two, wet juicy kisses on both sides of my cheeks. And I went all "GAGAGAGA" to the doorsteps. You even sent me a text message asking how should we contact each oter since I couldn't reply messages. Alolo, sian. I felt upset because it was at the end of the week. School should re-open the next day. Until.... we received the news that the schol holiday has been extended due to the critical swine flu outbreak. I was so jumpy! We ended up spending tonnes of time together every single day.
The next day, we met again. Oh, sayang, I am so crazy head over heels for you. I know you know(apakan). I love that you are so responsible, disciplined, trustworthy, loving, caring and fully mine :') It took us weeks to get to know each other. Until, 11th July 2009. Baby, you got me lost with words. You proposed me without me even expecting it :O You even gave me the ring you wore since highschool with your name engraved on it. (It doesn't fit my finger actually, so you got me a chain necklace and turned it into a necklace)
I love you, truly and without a doubt. I nearly doubted you.. I'm sorry. But I've managed to push aside my fears of getting hurt and forgot the past ever existed. I love you. And that's our magical love story.
Je t'adore, une copine. Tu es ma joie de vivre. Tu es magnifique, chérie. Tu es pour moi la plus belle. Toi et moi- Ça ne changera pas.
Together you and I, lets fulfill our dreams together. Paris, baby, PARIS♥
P/s. Je t'aime de tout mon cœur.
Wednesday 25 November 2009
An idea of a heavy meal
Crazily, I am craving for all of the food in the pctures below. I'm a sad and hungry bitch. Please feed me :( I've been on a strict diet. Boo's my health instructor now. I must stay in shape. I came from MID-grown to FULLY-grown :(
I want Chicken fettucini from Coffeezone and Picollo Fratinis. :(
I want Ceasar Salad from Capers.
I want Excapade Sushi!
And yes, the traditional ambuyat from Aminah Arif!
I love BIG MAC!
Who could ever resist nachos?
Mmm.. Mi favourite. Chocolate souffle with melted chocolate filling.
It would taste more like heaven with a scoop of vanilla ice cream, whipped cream and perhaps cherries? I love cherries! Frozen ones please. Dreamcones chocolate souffle'~~~~
And lastly, a perfectly ice blended honeydew shake with pearl! I'll love you if you get me all these! HEHEHEHEHEHEE :PI think I should change my blog link to Amnanilovesfood.blogspot.com. What do you think? Do please leave comments on the Cbox. Hehe. Thank you ;)
♥
P/s. I'm loving you always, my beloved health instructor! :P
P/s. I'm loving you always, my beloved health instructor! :P
(You know who you are Kinkybutt♥)
Tuesday 24 November 2009
Attention
(Self animation. Didn't expect myself to look girly though. lol)Phrase of the day:
" Some feelings are better left unfelt. "
" Some feelings are better left unfelt. "
I love this song
Black Eyed Peas - Meet me halfway.
I can't go any further then this
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day yes, i'm really missin' missin' you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl, wuz up, it use to be just me and you
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day, yes i'm really missin missin you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl wuz up, wuz up, wuz up, wuz up
Meet me halfway, right at the boarderline
That's where i'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
Girl,i travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
Across the universe I go to other galexies
Just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet
I navigate myself myself to take me where you be
Cause girl I want, i, i, I want you right now
I travel uptown (town) I travel downtown
I wanna to have you around (round) like every single day
I love you alway..ways
Can you meet me half way (I'll meet you halfway)
Right at the boarderline
That's where i'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
Let's walk the bridge, to the other side
Just you and I (just you and I)
I will fly, i'll fly the skies, for you and I (for you and I)
I will try, until I die, for you and i, for you and i, for for you and i,For for you and i, for for you and i, for you and i
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Meet me half way, right at the boarderline
That's where i'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day yes, i'm really missin' missin' you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl, wuz up, it use to be just me and you
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day, yes i'm really missin missin you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl wuz up, wuz up, wuz up, wuz up
Meet me halfway, right at the boarderline
That's where i'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
Girl,i travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
Across the universe I go to other galexies
Just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet
I navigate myself myself to take me where you be
Cause girl I want, i, i, I want you right now
I travel uptown (town) I travel downtown
I wanna to have you around (round) like every single day
I love you alway..ways
Can you meet me half way (I'll meet you halfway)
Right at the boarderline
That's where i'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
Let's walk the bridge, to the other side
Just you and I (just you and I)
I will fly, i'll fly the skies, for you and I (for you and I)
I will try, until I die, for you and i, for you and i, for for you and i,For for you and i, for for you and i, for you and i
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Meet me half way, right at the boarderline
That's where i'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
Pop art ♥
Been practsing to do Pop Art for my Boo cause the images below looks almost like her. Will make a few adjustments.
What do you think? :)
What do you think? :)
Rain rain rain
It's currently 1:21 am. Its raining heavily and strong wind coming from the west. (Jadi weather forecast). Apakan. Hello. And yes, my eyes have not shut. I'm at my Boo's. Been here since Saturday. Just wanna spend time with Boo before mama comes home. I am currently playing Cafe World on facebook. Haha! My boo's already asleep beside me. Boo has to go to work tomorrow thats why tidur awal :) Anyway, Cafe World is my current obsession. *joke! Haha. I'm not really that very jobless. Just missed my lappy a lot. It died on April and revived this November. Yay.
Waaah, so many photos, chat logs, documents amd memories from the past. Me and my Boo deleted it yesterday. All of em.
My facebook is sooo outdated! Its because I don't approve random adds and I've set my profile to private so that noone can search me. My wall is soo empty. Dear beloved friends, do post something on my wall every now and then.
Nyeh, I miss me lovaaa eventhough she's right beside me. she went to Lalaland without me :( *pillow fight* apakan. hehe.
To all who have known me since middle school, yes its true. I have gained weight. I came from a 51 kg to a 64 kg. I'm sorry to disappoint you (macam ada peminat saja) haha! Orang bahagia, yatah. :P
Why ah I kenot sleep? Eyelids are feeling heavy already.
Been listening to Bitter heart by Zee Avi all day long. Damn, it never gets old. I fell in love with her by listening to her first song release titled "Kantoi".
I dedicate this song for those current single people out there. I am me once more by Zee Avi. Cari sendiri aaah? Malas kan buat html code for that song. haha.
My tummy is deeply in pain actually. Got stomach cramps and gastric. Been farting all day :P Kidding. Been farting half day saja. haha. I don't know why I'm so hyper today.
No air atu kali?(bukan lagu chris brown sama jordan sparks) Been indoors the whole day. Malas nak keluar.
I'm so excited for this Sunday. Me and Boo first laid eyes on each other on 28th June'09 (period of Swine flu). hehe. It's gonna be our 5th month of spending time together. Whee~ why? Because we meet each other every single day. We never missed a day without seeing each other. I just love the way Boo is.
I kinda miss home. Miss my brothers and my ngangah. :/ She nags a lot, but I love her.
After going through my past in my lappy, I have realized how stupidly selfish I was. So to those I've offended before, all I can say for now is that I am truly sorry. And I thank you all. If it were't for the past, I wouldn't be where I am standing now. (Lying down actually) Haha! Okay, what is up with me today? I haven't been taking anything seriously today. -_-" Sorry sorry. :)
I've recently watched Papadom btw (Random). For a Malaysian movie, I have to admit, I got a bit touched by it. Its about a father looking after his daughter after the loss of his wife. Overall it is a very extraordinary movie. I love it. After watching it, I shed into tears abit. I miss papa. Very much. Papa, nanti this daughter of yours will lawat your kubur, okay? Tunggu mama and abang and the whole family, okay? We love you always. Rest in peace, papa. (al-fatihah).
Ugh, my stomach is terribly hurting. Want my boo now tapi ia tidur :(
oh well, I'm speechless now anyways. Gonna continue playing Cafe World till I doze off. Will update more soon. :)
Anything, just send a nudge in msn :)
Waaah, so many photos, chat logs, documents amd memories from the past. Me and my Boo deleted it yesterday. All of em.
My facebook is sooo outdated! Its because I don't approve random adds and I've set my profile to private so that noone can search me. My wall is soo empty. Dear beloved friends, do post something on my wall every now and then.
Nyeh, I miss me lovaaa eventhough she's right beside me. she went to Lalaland without me :( *pillow fight* apakan. hehe.
To all who have known me since middle school, yes its true. I have gained weight. I came from a 51 kg to a 64 kg. I'm sorry to disappoint you (macam ada peminat saja) haha! Orang bahagia, yatah. :P
Why ah I kenot sleep? Eyelids are feeling heavy already.
Been listening to Bitter heart by Zee Avi all day long. Damn, it never gets old. I fell in love with her by listening to her first song release titled "Kantoi".
I dedicate this song for those current single people out there. I am me once more by Zee Avi. Cari sendiri aaah? Malas kan buat html code for that song. haha.
My tummy is deeply in pain actually. Got stomach cramps and gastric. Been farting all day :P Kidding. Been farting half day saja. haha. I don't know why I'm so hyper today.
No air atu kali?(bukan lagu chris brown sama jordan sparks) Been indoors the whole day. Malas nak keluar.
I'm so excited for this Sunday. Me and Boo first laid eyes on each other on 28th June'09 (period of Swine flu). hehe. It's gonna be our 5th month of spending time together. Whee~ why? Because we meet each other every single day. We never missed a day without seeing each other. I just love the way Boo is.
I kinda miss home. Miss my brothers and my ngangah. :/ She nags a lot, but I love her.
After going through my past in my lappy, I have realized how stupidly selfish I was. So to those I've offended before, all I can say for now is that I am truly sorry. And I thank you all. If it were't for the past, I wouldn't be where I am standing now. (Lying down actually) Haha! Okay, what is up with me today? I haven't been taking anything seriously today. -_-" Sorry sorry. :)
I've recently watched Papadom btw (Random). For a Malaysian movie, I have to admit, I got a bit touched by it. Its about a father looking after his daughter after the loss of his wife. Overall it is a very extraordinary movie. I love it. After watching it, I shed into tears abit. I miss papa. Very much. Papa, nanti this daughter of yours will lawat your kubur, okay? Tunggu mama and abang and the whole family, okay? We love you always. Rest in peace, papa. (al-fatihah).
Ugh, my stomach is terribly hurting. Want my boo now tapi ia tidur :(
oh well, I'm speechless now anyways. Gonna continue playing Cafe World till I doze off. Will update more soon. :)
Anything, just send a nudge in msn :)
Friday 20 November 2009
It's been agesssss!
Hello, people! How've you been? Well, everyone knows I've been fine. Wow, I feel like a newbie in blogging. It's been months I have not blogged. I've just revived my laptop after months of being dead. Oh well, to those who concern, no, I am apparently not studying this year. Needed a break from the heat. Been having quite a loooong holiday. But no worries, I will further and continue my studies starting next year. Which will lead me to a busy year. Heheh.
Anyway, the reason I'm here, just needed to tribute a little something for my Dr. Kinky.
Baby, I love you, and I bet you know it so well. I guess you're asleep right now. Hey, it's past midnight already.
HAPPY 19th WEEKSARY, BABY! Me love you long time! And HAPPY ADVANCED 21st WEEK OF SPENDING TIME TOGETHER! I love you, truly and without a doubt.
Hee.. I miss mama. She's in Mekah performing Haj with abang.. :( Mama, come home soon. She'll be back on the 6th of Nov. Insyallah. It finally came to me. The fact that I'm not capable of doing much without mama around. Sometimes abang can be an ass, but hey, I really miss him a lot. I'm here left with my two younger brothers. Pity them. Its hard for them to go about and spend time outdoors cause they have noone to offer them transportation. Its an eyesore to see them play video games and watch tv all day long. I want them to do outdoor activities too. :/ Oh well, I'm in the midst of taking my driving liscense anyway. My first class is this Sunday. Kinda eager. Hee. Once I have succesfully earned my driving liscense, then I can take the boys out or send them off to play footie with their friends. Hmm.. Dear, Mama. We miss you. We pray that you will perform fine in Mekah with abang. Finally, your dreams came true of going there. And get well soon.
Thats all I have to post for now. Will update more soon!
Anyway, the reason I'm here, just needed to tribute a little something for my Dr. Kinky.
Baby, I love you, and I bet you know it so well. I guess you're asleep right now. Hey, it's past midnight already.
HAPPY 19th WEEKSARY, BABY! Me love you long time! And HAPPY ADVANCED 21st WEEK OF SPENDING TIME TOGETHER! I love you, truly and without a doubt.
Hee.. I miss mama. She's in Mekah performing Haj with abang.. :( Mama, come home soon. She'll be back on the 6th of Nov. Insyallah. It finally came to me. The fact that I'm not capable of doing much without mama around. Sometimes abang can be an ass, but hey, I really miss him a lot. I'm here left with my two younger brothers. Pity them. Its hard for them to go about and spend time outdoors cause they have noone to offer them transportation. Its an eyesore to see them play video games and watch tv all day long. I want them to do outdoor activities too. :/ Oh well, I'm in the midst of taking my driving liscense anyway. My first class is this Sunday. Kinda eager. Hee. Once I have succesfully earned my driving liscense, then I can take the boys out or send them off to play footie with their friends. Hmm.. Dear, Mama. We miss you. We pray that you will perform fine in Mekah with abang. Finally, your dreams came true of going there. And get well soon.
Thats all I have to post for now. Will update more soon!
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