Family Guy (Y)

I'm currently blank, but that doen't mean I won't be blogging. Heheheh. I was looking through some clips in youtube and I saw Family Guy's clips. I love Family Guy. Family Guy's super hilarious. Here's a short clip of Family Guy. Hope you enjoy watching it. :) For your information, I love Stewie!

An Unusual Lonely Night

Surprisingly, this is the first time I'm on my own without having my baby around. Ass is currently in Miri with brothers and cousins. I miss Ass. So, anyway, without Ass around, I never felt this lonely. And I hate being lonely because I seldom feel this way. Maybe that's why I do need to have friends around. I do have friends, but, I got caught up with Ass I didn't have time to spare with my friends. It's not Ass's fault. It's entirely mine. I just didn't know how to adjust my time between friends and Ass. God, I wish someone would understand what I'm going throuh. It's just not fair. So yeah, right now it's after midnight. I don't know who to chat with nor talk to since my baby's not around. Plus, I don't think I'm in much of a mood to chatter. *sighsss. I miss my pals. Haven't seen them around in a while. I hope they're doing fine, though. I just miss them very much. I've known them this year, but, we've been through so much. It's like, I've known them all my life. Eventhough I'm always mean, sarcastic and harsh to them, that doesn't mean I don't appreciate having them in life. For once, I mean it. These girls are my true BFFs. I thank Siti Nabilah Binti Rosli, Nabilah Hazirah Binti Haji Karim and not to forget, our dearest Piyawan Takamchai. Without their love and support, I wouldn't be the person I am by now. Forgive me for being a pain in the ass. I love you girls. :')

much much love

xoxo

My Long Time Interest

You might think I'm weird after reading this post but It's true. I've always wanted to do bungee jumping. *sighss. I'd like to do it someday before I die. I'm really into extreme and I love any sorts of outdoor activities. So yeah. Bungee jumping is an activity that involves jumping from a tall structure while connected to a large elastic cord. The tall structure is usually a fixed object, such as a building, bridge or crane; but it is also possible to jump from a movable object, such as a hot-air-balloon or helicopter, that has the ability to hover over one spot on the ground. The thrill comes as much from the free-falling as from the rebounds. When the person jumps, the cord stretches to absorb the energy of the fall, then the jumper flies upwards again as the cord snaps back. The jumper oscillates up and down until all the energy is used up. So, here are a few photos of people doing bungee jumping as reference:

As you can see, you can do all sorts of awesome manouvers which is most likely to be fun. I hope I'll get the opportunity to do this daredevil activity, and also considered as an extreme stunt, someday. Although, there are some risks to it. There is a wide spectrum of possible injuries during a jump. One can be injured during a jump if the safety harness fails, the cord elasticity is miscalculated, or the cord is not properly connected to the jump platform. In most cases this is a result of human error in the form of mishandled harness preparation. Another major injury is if the jumper experiences cord entanglement with his/her own body. Other injuries include eye trauma, rope burn, uterine prolapse, dislocations, bruises, pinched fingers and back injury. Age, equipment, experience, location and weight are some of the factors, and nervousness can exacerbate eye traumas. So, obviously, any slight mistake or miscalculation will lead to a certain death if not careful. :)

Side effects

I'm running out of things to type. My life isn't that much interesting, anyway.So yeah, I'm currently listening to this song titled side effects by Young Jeezy and Mariah Carey. You should listen it up. I love it. The song's not only awesome, so are the lyrics. I find it quite meaningful. So yeah. Enjoy.




And not to forget, here are the lyrics:

[Young Jeezy:]
It's M.C. and Y.J.
Another hit, OK
We lookin' fly, takin' off
Saw us on a runway
On any given Sunday,
Monday, Tuesday
They try to confuse me,
I never let 'em use me

I was a girl, you was a man
I was too young to understand
I was naןve, I just believed
Everything that you told me
Said you were strong, protecting me
Then I found out that you were weak
Keepin' me there, under your thumb
'cause you were scared that I'd become much
More than you could handle,
Shining like a chandelier
That decorated every room inside
The private hell we built,
And I dealt with it
Like a kid I wished I could fly away

But instead, I kept my tears inside
'cause I knew if I started I'd keep crying
For the rest of my life with you
I finally built up the strength to walk away
Don't regret it but I still live with the side effects

[Chorus:]
Waking up scared some nights still dreaming 'bout them violent times
Still little protective 'bout the people that I let inside
Still little defensive thinkin' 'bout me tryin' to run my life
Still little depressed inside, I fake a smile and deal with the side effects (oh, oh)
Side effects (oh, oh)
Side effects (oh, oh)
Side effects (oh, oh)

Vacant inside, no one was there
Couldn't be real, had to keep quiet
Once in awhile, put up a fight
It's just too much, night after night
After awhile I would just lie,
You was dead wrong, said you was right
Did what I could, just to survive
Couldn't believe this was my life,
Flickering like a candle
Doin’ my best to handle sleeping with the enemy
Aware that he was smothering every last part of me
So I broke away and finally found the strength to leave

Still kept the tears inside
'cause I knew if I started I'd keep crying
For the rest of my life with you
I finally built up the strength to walk away
Don't regret it but I still live with the side effects

[Chorus:]
Waking up scared some nights still dreaming 'bout them violent times
Still little protective 'bout the people that I let inside
Still little defensive thinkin' 'bout me tryin' to run my life
Still little depressed inside, I fake a smile and deal with the side effects (oh, oh)
Side effects (oh, oh)
Side effects (oh, oh)
Side effects (oh, oh)

Hey, hey, hey
Let's go!

[Young Jeezy:]
Hey magnifico or should I say magnificent?
Ain't nothing worth your happiness
And I ain't caring who you're with
Misery loves company so we ain't tryin' to hang with you all
Hurt you if you let 'em in
Gotta keep you sucker smilin'
Keep tryin' to play
I tell him I ain't blowin' though
Think they want me outta here,
I tell 'em I ain't goin' though
Side effects be drowsiness,
Loneliness,
How is this?
I think the call it hateration,
What can you prescribe for this?

Forgive but I can't forget,
Every day I deal with this
I live with the side effects
But I ain't gonna let them get the best of me

Forgive but I can't forget,
Every day I deal with this
I live with the side effects
But I ain't gonna let them get the best of me

Kept my tears inside
'cause I knew if I started I'd keep crying
For the rest of my life with you
I finally built up the strength to walk away
Don't regret it but I still live with the side effects

[Chorus:]
Waking up scared some nights still dreaming 'bout them violent times
Still little protective 'bout the people that I let inside
Still little defensive thinkin' 'bout me tryin' to run my life
Still little depressed inside, I fake a smile and deal with the side effects (oh, oh)
Side effects (oh, oh)
Side effects (oh, oh)
Side effects (oh, oh)

Random topics to talk about in a conversation

A few minutes ago, I was chatting with two friends of mine, Nisa and Zats. And we were having this really really random conversation. It's funny! hahhahah. Thanks for the wonderful chat, girls. So it goes a little something like this:

Khairunnisa Nhdz. says (5:01 AM):
zaaaaaat, aku cyg kau.
NaniAZ iloveyou says (5:01 AM):
astagafirullahalazim
Khairunnisa Nhdz. says (5:01 AM):
nani aku cyg kau
Khairunnisa Nhdz. says (5:01 AM):
ehex
NaniAZ iloveyou says (5:01 AM):
Subuh subuh sudah ia be'download.
zatsofatso. says (5:01 AM):
bah bah, i lorvvvves youz toohX cyngX
Khairunnisa Nhdz. says (5:02 AM):
ia liat porn
Khairunnisa Nhdz. says (5:02 AM):
batal puasa
NaniAZ iloveyou says (5:02 AM):
ahhh, thank you for loving me.
zatsofatso. says (5:02 AM):
apkan
zatsofatso. says (5:02 AM):
hahaha
NaniAZ iloveyou says (5:02 AM):
I love me too
zatsofatso. says (5:02 AM):
aku baru jua uzur nich
zatsofatso. says (5:02 AM):
sakit my hips
NaniAZ iloveyou says (5:02 AM):
*hugs myself
zatsofatso. says (5:02 AM):
hips dont lie
NaniAZ iloveyou says (5:02 AM):
hahahh
zatsofatso. says (5:02 AM):
apakan
Khairunnisa Nhdz. says (5:02 AM):
hahaha
Khairunnisa Nhdz. says (5:02 AM):
apakan
Khairunnisa Nhdz. says (5:02 AM):
ahahaha
Khairunnisa Nhdz. says (5:02 AM):
aku inda sayang aku pasal susu ku damit
zatsofatso. says (5:03 AM):
taluuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
NaniAZ iloveyou says (5:03 AM):
minum juice pagi pagi everyday
Khairunnisa Nhdz. says (5:03 AM):
mau kan tu?
zatsofatso. says (5:04 AM):
eh that doesnt help
zatsofatso. says (5:04 AM):
picik saja susu mu atu pagi2
NaniAZ iloveyou says (5:04 AM):
that does.
Khairunnisa Nhdz. says (5:04 AM):
inda mau ah
NaniAZ iloveyou says (5:04 AM):
hahhaha
NaniAZ iloveyou says (5:04 AM):
kau picik awal ani kah?
Khairunnisa Nhdz. says (5:04 AM):
hahahahaha
NaniAZ iloveyou says (5:04 AM):
adakah
NaniAZ iloveyou says (5:04 AM):
banar banay jua kau
NaniAZ iloveyou says (5:04 AM):
*banar banar
Khairunnisa Nhdz. says (5:04 AM):
inda, susu ku gatal
zatsofatso. says (5:04 AM):
palui
Khairunnisa Nhdz. says (5:04 AM):
haha
zatsofatso. says (5:04 AM):
hahaha
Khairunnisa Nhdz. says (5:04 AM):
aku garu
Khairunnisa Nhdz. says (5:05 AM):
hahaha

Hahah. These girls are fun to talk to, so yeah. And I miss them both. :)

much much love

xoxo

Missing you

Recently, I'm beginning to like blogging. I've been so busy with other things, I didn't have the opportunity to enjoy the fun of blogging. Blogging is getting quite handy for me nowadays. Usually I'd write things down my journal, but this way is much more easier for me to type things down rather than writing things down. It's like as if I purposely made my life complicated. hahah. So yeah, I'm currently missing someone. I'll just name that someone as Ass. I've been with Ass for more than a month now. We have this weird kind of relationship unlike any other normal relationships. It's like I'm having a long distance relationship with someone who's not actually a long distance away from me. But the funny thing is, we never stopped loving each other. We had our ups' and downs' but we managed to work things out together. We just don't expose too much of our rellationship. It's kind of hard, but, I've managed to master it. So anyway, I miss my Ass right now. :( Ass can't go online because Ass has school tomorrow morning and has to get up early. Ass is an amazing person. People just can't see that the way I do. I love Ass to bits. Before I met Ass, Ass was a totally different person. In other words, Ass came from (N) and \m/ to (Y) and 8-I Quite amazing, isn't it? Ass would do anything just to impress me or make me proud. And I'm mighty glad Ass thinks that way. I am proud of Ass now. Ass has been keeping up with studies and everything. That's one hell of a major improvement for me. Ass even started doing maths and science. And those two subjects which I've just stated are my two most fevourite subjects. AWW. Isn't that sweet? Ass started doing things that I love doing. So that we can have same opinions about things and we can start to expand our interests on certain things or new things that we can go through together. If we don't agree on certain things, we'll just compromise and start doing other things. Noticed how willing Ass is when it comes to being around me? Ass would do anything just to spend a second with me. What I love the most about Ass is the fact that Ass never gave up on me. I remember the time when Ass first proposed me. Cute. I miss those times. Nowadays, I can't spend that much time with Ass anymore since my Dad is at the hospital. At least Ass managed to visit me at the hospital. :) Ass means a lot to me, so, whatever happens, we will always work things out no matter how hard things will get. Ass is the pride of my joy, the love of my life, the shining star that won't stop me from wishing, the asthma that's making it difficult for me to breathe (HAHA), the sun that won't stop shining my day. Baby, if only I could show you how deeply in love I am with you and how lucky I feel to have you in my life. Without you, I'd rather jump off the highest cliff. I love you. Truly I do. :') And I thank you for making my life a lot more meaningful. AndAss, forever!

Random Problems that I have to face.

Umm, I'm actually kind of clueless and I have no idea what to type down this very minute. I'm currently at the hospital all by myself and it's friggin' chilly! Even my teeth can't stop cluttering. And not only that, my body won't stop shiverring. I don't actually like being in low temperatures. So yeah, I've been at the hospital for more than a week now. My father is really really ill. I've never actually expected my dad to be this sick. I just didn't see it coming. Even as his only daughter, I don't know what to do to lift his spirits back up. My dad loves me and I just don't know how to appreciate that. I'm not that very closely attached to my dad eventhough we live under the same roof. He loves me, I know. He just has a different way of showing how much he loves me. Not only me, my other siblings as well. He's not the average dad that always buys his daughter chocolates, stuffed animals etc. He's different unlike any other dads. He doesn't show us his affectionate side. He's always mean and grumpy towards us but we know deep down inside, he's not like that. So anyway, back to the story. He's been staying at the hospital since Sunday(14th September). I'm here at the hospital because, I want to look after him at all causes. Now he's sound asleep, so, I took advantage of my free time blogging since I have no one to chat with at this late hour. You know, I thought the hospital is a healthy hygienic place to cure the ill. But I realised I was wrong. I was healthy when I first arrived here. And after just about a week of staying over at the hospital, I've become from physically healthy to sick as hell! I seldom get sick, so yeahh. Maybe it's because of the low temperature. So, anyway, recently, I've been having sudden flashbacks from the past. I was such a pain in the ass. I've been too stressed out as hell nowadays. And, the last thing I need is losing a relative whom I prefer to consider as my very own sister. With that, I highly believe that I am still a pain in the ass. Yes, Wani. If you're reading this, I'd like to say I'm sorry. I haven't changed and I do not wish to change for the sake of saving our friendship. I just need to learn how to divide my time between friends and my current relationship. I thought you wanted me to be happy. As someone who's closely attached to me like you, you're supposed to understand. Hmm. Doesn't matter. I bet you hate me by now. Neither things nor people remain the same. Like they always say, people come and go. I don't want my dad to go, so, I can tell that you don't want me to go either. Vice versa. I just need time to get used to all of this. It hasn't always be easy for me. I have a frown that usually disguises itself as a smile. I normally show how upset I am to people. But if you're close to me, you can trace lies of expressions and impressions and also, you're able to tell whether I'm upset, happy, miserable bla bla bla. *sudden sighs. I just realised I can't MC nor send my baby a text message. Nyehh. I hope my baby's at school now. I'm running out of things to type. I'll post something as soon as I have the time. :)

much much love

Nani♥