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Aaaaaah! Homagad, I'm so tired! I've been so busy lately. Can't even organise my schedule for rest. It's like, I have so much going on and it's really tiring! Seriously. But it's a good thing though, cause I can finally get some sleep after a long tiring day. Why? Because I barely sleep. So yeah. Not only that, it's also another way for me to not go out often anymore. I'm gonna miss my friends though. I hope they're all fine. I haven't seen them in a week or so? I don't know. But yeah. At least I've involved myself into something much better other than wasting my time going out. :)
This is a new start for me. I've finally opened my eyes and see whatever that has been going on around me that I've missed. I'm currently in the Maths society and the Athletics society. It feels amazing. This is really something new to me. Sadly, it took me too long to realize. I used to think that studying and doing sports are for losers, but then, it is really fun. Like, you have to balance between fun and responsibilities. And it feels good to have that around.
I'm around good people and.... eventhough it will take time for me to trust anyone, I know someday I will start trusting again. Cause I know I'm around descent people.
I went for a friendly basketball match against JIS this afternoon. It was... pretty okay. I didn't get into action much, but we all had fun. And, noone was badly injured. We got hit, pushed, tripped etc, but we had our fun and laughs.
I'm loving the new me. Like, I'm open for so many things nowadays. Like, usually, I'd be so sombong and think that its not for me and whatsoever. But hey, come to think of it, it's all not that bad. :)
I'm just having this amazing feeling and I want it to always be this way.
I'd put all my effort to not try to mess things up again. I'd swear to that. I like it like this and, I'm not gonna spoil it again this time. I've messed up too many times and I will not let that happen again.
Oh well, that's all for today. I'm kinda tired and I'm also kinda blaming Adek for always wanting me to be there for training and in the end, I'm the one who's getting more tanned. I've recently dyed my hair again though. But I'm too lazy to show it to ya. Next time lah. Shockingly, I look old with this new hair colour. :/ Yieeeeeh. I'll dye it in a darker colour soon. Bah, till next time. Bye, fellas. :) xoxo