Random Thoughts

I had a conversation with a friend earlier. I prefer it better not to mention his/her name here, I'll just identify him/her as Bugsy(couldn't think of a better name). Anyway, we were talking about a few things of how people look up to each other. Not only that, there are a lot more actually. But I'ma start one by one.
First of all, let me ask you. What would you do when you found out something you never knew about yourself? Would it change the person you are? Would you ignore it? Do you think it wouldn't matter? We'll never know.
Now lets move on to the other. I'm a girl with a high interest and fascination towards people. I have my ways of using my mind. I look up to most people. Mostly, good citizens. You know, the ones with clean records, talented skills, educated, loved by many etc. But, what if, one day, you found out the bad side of them? Like, you found out their deepest darkest secret. Would you still look up to them? Would you treat thm differently? Would you be disappointed in that person? What do you think is best to do?
From what I've commonly noticed, people would rather see things of whats good on the outside and they prefer not to know how bad they are on the inside to continuously respect the people they look up to. And that is not a very good behaviour as well.
To me, its more like, you don't like them the way they are. You just want them to be the way you want them to be which isn't right. Don't you think that's just plain selfish? These people are human beings wiith minds of their own. So, we have no right to interfere in whatever they're going through. They're delicate and precious just the way they are and how comfortable they are around people. Actually, I'm not quite sure of what I'm talking about here. I'm trying to make a point, but, I'm not so sure what the point is. But all I can say is... Bugsy, I love you the way you are. And no matter how bad things are or things might get, I'll always look up to you. Not just as a human being, but as a loyal friend. I know we haven't known long, but I'm all about loyalty. I give you all my respect.
Anyway, enough about that. Lets move on to another topic. This week, I did a sketch of three objects and improved in my shading skills. unfortunately, that work of mine is with my art teacher, Teacher Lowie. If it was in my hands right now, I would kindly show it to you by taking a picture of it and uploading it here.
Recently, I have been so interested in doing art. Its just so fascinating. Eversince we have Teacher Lowie as our new Art teacher. He makes Art much more meaningful than it should be. And he's fun to be around with. Last year, Art felt so dead to me when we had our previous Art teacher. I'd rather not mention the name here. I wouldn't want to spoil his/her reputation as an experienced Art teacher.
I've been so depressed lately, like, some parts of my life is missing. Hmm.. I'd like to talk about it. But not now. I'm supposed to be in bwd by now. So yeah. Cause I have basketball training tomorrow morning at 7:30am. Ainako! I have to wake up early on a Friday. Oh well, Cherrio. More will be updated soon. Goodnight! :)