I don't know why, but, recently, I've been so into sports nowadays. It brought up the best in me. Seriously. It's a side I've never seen in me. Amazingly, it's so fun, I can't take enough of it. I've been doing a lot of street basketball with Daisy and her little brother and also badminton. Not only that, I've been so into netball and tennis as well. I've never felt so physically active. Somehow, I feel.... healthy. And free. Like, I have the capability to do whatsoever again.
I'm me again 3 years ago. Been avoiding alcohol and still trynna quit smoking. I've never felt so alive. It's so.. I don't know how to say it, but it makes me feel good. Like, oh god, it truly is undescribable. Nothing seems to bother my mind, my thoughts and whatsoever cause I know I have the capability to do whatever. (Y)
It feels amazing. I'm back in the normal life again. If you think its not, then, it's not your way of living normal. I have my type of normal, and you have yours. Got that? And if you don't like it, who am I to make you like it? So yeah. Anyway, since I've involved myself in a life I never thought I'd live in, I've just been so rational. Like, I go with the flow. You earn some, you lose some. Get me? That's just my way of living right now. I'm not that desperate. So, go figure.
I'm also still struggling in making progress with my studies. Hopefully, I'll do well in my O levels. Going out a lot doesn't make me an idiot. I still have concerns for my education. There's no harm in trying. So yeah. :)
Dividing my time over something I love doing and also over something I have to do isn't an issue to me. I'm as cool as icezzzz.
I think I'm done for now. I'll update some more soon. Laterzz. xoxo
Friday, 30 January 2009
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