Surprisingly, this is the first time I'm on my own without having my baby around. Ass is currently in Miri with brothers and cousins. I miss Ass. So, anyway, without Ass around, I never felt this lonely. And I hate being lonely because I seldom feel this way. Maybe that's why I do need to have friends around. I do have friends, but, I got caught up with Ass I didn't have time to spare with my friends. It's not Ass's fault. It's entirely mine. I just didn't know how to adjust my time between friends and Ass. God, I wish someone would understand what I'm going throuh. It's just not fair. So yeah, right now it's after midnight. I don't know who to chat with nor talk to since my baby's not around. Plus, I don't think I'm in much of a mood to chatter. *sighsss. I miss my pals. Haven't seen them around in a while. I hope they're doing fine, though. I just miss them very much. I've known them this year, but, we've been through so much. It's like, I've known them all my life. Eventhough I'm always mean, sarcastic and harsh to them, that doesn't mean I don't appreciate having them in life. For once, I mean it. These girls are my true BFFs. I thank Siti Nabilah Binti Rosli, Nabilah Hazirah Binti Haji Karim and not to forget, our dearest Piyawan Takamchai. Without their love and support, I wouldn't be the person I am by now. Forgive me for being a pain in the ass. I love you girls. :')
much much love
xoxo
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