Expressions

I couldn't think of something better to blog about, so, I decided to blog about how I feel. Mm.. Right now, I'm so confused. I'm in love with two people. F and U. They're both bestfriends. I liked F first, but, it didn't work out cause F was into B. I gave up on F and went along with U. U's alright. But, very unpredictable. U and I(as in me) got together almost immediately. It felt weird for some reason. Mmm.. Then, days after that, I just found out U has a boyfriend. I gave up on F because she's into B, and once I went along with U, U already has a boyfriend before we were even together. I felt so.... betrayed. Like, what am I to them? I've never gotten myself into this kind of situation before. My feelings are so messed up right now. I don't even know what to do. I'm so... blank. Like, what more do I have to do? I'm sick of running away. At this very one time, I want to solve things without getting to have a quick retreat. I'm tired of depending on easy way outs'.
What am I to do? Where am I to go? Who am I to refer to in need of comfort? Fuck all this. I'm tired.. :( Everything's so messed up.