Aww, don't you think this little fellow is cute? It's so adowableleleleleleleeee. Get me this, please?
Hehehehe. ♥Tuesday, 1 December 2009
Saturday, 28 November 2009
Tune me up
Hits of the day:
Epiphany by Chrisette Michelle
Truly. Madly, Deeply by Cascada
Dan Sebenarnya by Yuna
Let me in by Zee Avi
Enjoy :)
Spend your weekend with these songs and your loved ones. Nothing could get anymore pefect ;)
Epiphany by Chrisette Michelle
Truly. Madly, Deeply by Cascada
Dan Sebenarnya by Yuna
Let me in by Zee Avi
Enjoy :)
Spend your weekend with these songs and your loved ones. Nothing could get anymore pefect ;)
Friday, 27 November 2009
Bored
I thank my good friend, Syazwana Zulkifli for keeping me company tonight in msn. Thanks Syaz! Haha apakan. Random.
Tonight, I have to admit, it feels like such a lonely night. Been spending my time playing Happy Aquarium, Cafe World, Restaurant Life~~ Boo's asleep already. It's past 2 am. I'm crazy for still being awake at this hour.
I kinda miss going out. I feel like I have not stepped at Gadong for ages. My friends, hmm.. they're all gone. I guess they thought I didn't want to be bothered due to me in a relationship. I miss my friends. I miss everyone. Come back to me please. :(
I love my life, yes, but I need credit from friendship too. I forgot how it feels like being out. I orgot how it feels like being out with friends. I forgot everything.
So much for being friends :/
I miss being needed. Being a shoulder for my friends to cry on. I miss being talked to. I just feel. left out and all alone. I thank Boo for always be there for me.
I'm out of words now. Will update more soon. Goodnight :)
Tonight, I have to admit, it feels like such a lonely night. Been spending my time playing Happy Aquarium, Cafe World, Restaurant Life~~ Boo's asleep already. It's past 2 am. I'm crazy for still being awake at this hour.
I kinda miss going out. I feel like I have not stepped at Gadong for ages. My friends, hmm.. they're all gone. I guess they thought I didn't want to be bothered due to me in a relationship. I miss my friends. I miss everyone. Come back to me please. :(
I love my life, yes, but I need credit from friendship too. I forgot how it feels like being out. I orgot how it feels like being out with friends. I forgot everything.
So much for being friends :/
I miss being needed. Being a shoulder for my friends to cry on. I miss being talked to. I just feel. left out and all alone. I thank Boo for always be there for me.
I'm out of words now. Will update more soon. Goodnight :)
Thursday, 26 November 2009
Our love story♥
Dear, sayang♥
I know you are asleep right now. Just felt like typing you something while you go for a short vacation to Lalaland. And get well soon. I love you always.
It's almost end of the week. Mama's gonna be home. I'm gonna miss you. I know we'll still be seeing each other, I just couldn't bare to spend a minute without you. If I were to recall, I'm always the weak one. I get easily hurt thinking of the past. I wasn't ready for love. Until I met you. It wasn't a date. I have to admit, it was quite funny.
It all began after I had a break up with an ex and went to Seria with a friend. I started adding people randomly on facbook without even looking at their pictures. I went back to Bandar on the 25th June. Spent my boring days going for tuition(escape) and just hang around with some random friends at the Mall. We've been inbox-ing on facebook nearly the entire week. I was kinda clueless.
Until this one particular day(28th June 2009), we were both on facebook and we have been constantly replying each other's messages. And coincidentally, we were both in Gadong. So, I started my move by asking if you'd like to meet up. And you agreed to meet up and asked for my cellphone number. I waited for your text message patiently until your text arrived. Unfortunately, at that time, I forgot to tell you that there's a virus on my phone which enabled me to reply your text message. So I gave you a call. Haha. Oh, what a start. During that time, Gadong was surrounded by a hectic crowd. There were people everywhere. You suggested to meet somewhere near incomm. As I climbed up the escalator to the floor you're on, there you are.. You nearly blew me away, but my mood changed after I saw a guy standing next to you. So my mood turned off a bit. Haha. I thought you said he was your boyfriend. But actually, he was just your bestfriend. How humiliating~~ Haha.
Since The Mall was so full of people, we both decided to hang out somewhere where there isn't too much people. From there, I knew, you're the type that doesn't like being out in public. We took a stop at Coffeebean. You offered to get me a drink, but I refused to accept(kononnya trying to win the first impression laaa~~) Haha. Jual mahal la sikit :P Then we sat. I felt a certain bonding between the both of us. I've never sat down at Coffeebean with a random girl I barely knew and talk with all day long. We talked about how we both got heartbrokened, stories about our past, current status etc. You even cracked me up with the story about your back *explicit content*. But I know one thing for sure. I couldn't stop gazing upon those beautiful eyes of yours.
We talked for so long we didn't realize that the day has gone dark and you had to go home. I offered a hand as a sign of how glad I was to have met you(Kan hug, tapi karang kena ucap over :P), but I changed my mind and scratched my head after you saidyou wanted to offer me a ride home (Buang kes). At first I refused, cause it was weird. We just met and then tarus send me home. You keep skipping to the next level spontaneously. Haha. You're so full of surprises That's why I love you. :')
While sending me home, we had a conversation in the car and I accidentally revealed my 'manja-ness'. I love watching you wear spectacles when you drive. Before you drove me off, you gave me two, wet juicy kisses on both sides of my cheeks. And I went all "GAGAGAGA" to the doorsteps. You even sent me a text message asking how should we contact each oter since I couldn't reply messages. Alolo, sian. I felt upset because it was at the end of the week. School should re-open the next day. Until.... we received the news that the schol holiday has been extended due to the critical swine flu outbreak. I was so jumpy! We ended up spending tonnes of time together every single day.
The next day, we met again. Oh, sayang, I am so crazy head over heels for you. I know you know(apakan). I love that you are so responsible, disciplined, trustworthy, loving, caring and fully mine :') It took us weeks to get to know each other. Until, 11th July 2009. Baby, you got me lost with words. You proposed me without me even expecting it :O You even gave me the ring you wore since highschool with your name engraved on it. (It doesn't fit my finger actually, so you got me a chain necklace and turned it into a necklace)
I love you, truly and without a doubt. I nearly doubted you.. I'm sorry. But I've managed to push aside my fears of getting hurt and forgot the past ever existed. I love you. And that's our magical love story.
Je t'adore, une copine. Tu es ma joie de vivre. Tu es magnifique, chérie. Tu es pour moi la plus belle. Toi et moi- Ça ne changera pas.
Together you and I, lets fulfill our dreams together. Paris, baby, PARIS♥
P/s. Je t'aime de tout mon cœur.
I know you are asleep right now. Just felt like typing you something while you go for a short vacation to Lalaland. And get well soon. I love you always.
It's almost end of the week. Mama's gonna be home. I'm gonna miss you. I know we'll still be seeing each other, I just couldn't bare to spend a minute without you. If I were to recall, I'm always the weak one. I get easily hurt thinking of the past. I wasn't ready for love. Until I met you. It wasn't a date. I have to admit, it was quite funny.
It all began after I had a break up with an ex and went to Seria with a friend. I started adding people randomly on facbook without even looking at their pictures. I went back to Bandar on the 25th June. Spent my boring days going for tuition(escape) and just hang around with some random friends at the Mall. We've been inbox-ing on facebook nearly the entire week. I was kinda clueless.
Until this one particular day(28th June 2009), we were both on facebook and we have been constantly replying each other's messages. And coincidentally, we were both in Gadong. So, I started my move by asking if you'd like to meet up. And you agreed to meet up and asked for my cellphone number. I waited for your text message patiently until your text arrived. Unfortunately, at that time, I forgot to tell you that there's a virus on my phone which enabled me to reply your text message. So I gave you a call. Haha. Oh, what a start. During that time, Gadong was surrounded by a hectic crowd. There were people everywhere. You suggested to meet somewhere near incomm. As I climbed up the escalator to the floor you're on, there you are.. You nearly blew me away, but my mood changed after I saw a guy standing next to you. So my mood turned off a bit. Haha. I thought you said he was your boyfriend. But actually, he was just your bestfriend. How humiliating~~ Haha.
Since The Mall was so full of people, we both decided to hang out somewhere where there isn't too much people. From there, I knew, you're the type that doesn't like being out in public. We took a stop at Coffeebean. You offered to get me a drink, but I refused to accept(kononnya trying to win the first impression laaa~~) Haha. Jual mahal la sikit :P Then we sat. I felt a certain bonding between the both of us. I've never sat down at Coffeebean with a random girl I barely knew and talk with all day long. We talked about how we both got heartbrokened, stories about our past, current status etc. You even cracked me up with the story about your back *explicit content*. But I know one thing for sure. I couldn't stop gazing upon those beautiful eyes of yours.
We talked for so long we didn't realize that the day has gone dark and you had to go home. I offered a hand as a sign of how glad I was to have met you(Kan hug, tapi karang kena ucap over :P), but I changed my mind and scratched my head after you saidyou wanted to offer me a ride home (Buang kes). At first I refused, cause it was weird. We just met and then tarus send me home. You keep skipping to the next level spontaneously. Haha. You're so full of surprises That's why I love you. :')
While sending me home, we had a conversation in the car and I accidentally revealed my 'manja-ness'. I love watching you wear spectacles when you drive. Before you drove me off, you gave me two, wet juicy kisses on both sides of my cheeks. And I went all "GAGAGAGA" to the doorsteps. You even sent me a text message asking how should we contact each oter since I couldn't reply messages. Alolo, sian. I felt upset because it was at the end of the week. School should re-open the next day. Until.... we received the news that the schol holiday has been extended due to the critical swine flu outbreak. I was so jumpy! We ended up spending tonnes of time together every single day.
The next day, we met again. Oh, sayang, I am so crazy head over heels for you. I know you know(apakan). I love that you are so responsible, disciplined, trustworthy, loving, caring and fully mine :') It took us weeks to get to know each other. Until, 11th July 2009. Baby, you got me lost with words. You proposed me without me even expecting it :O You even gave me the ring you wore since highschool with your name engraved on it. (It doesn't fit my finger actually, so you got me a chain necklace and turned it into a necklace)
I love you, truly and without a doubt. I nearly doubted you.. I'm sorry. But I've managed to push aside my fears of getting hurt and forgot the past ever existed. I love you. And that's our magical love story.
Je t'adore, une copine. Tu es ma joie de vivre. Tu es magnifique, chérie. Tu es pour moi la plus belle. Toi et moi- Ça ne changera pas.
Together you and I, lets fulfill our dreams together. Paris, baby, PARIS♥
P/s. Je t'aime de tout mon cœur.
Wednesday, 25 November 2009
An idea of a heavy meal
Crazily, I am craving for all of the food in the pctures below. I'm a sad and hungry bitch. Please feed me :( I've been on a strict diet. Boo's my health instructor now. I must stay in shape. I came from MID-grown to FULLY-grown :(
I want Chicken fettucini from Coffeezone and Picollo Fratinis. :(
I want Ceasar Salad from Capers.
I want Excapade Sushi!
And yes, the traditional ambuyat from Aminah Arif!
I love BIG MAC!
Who could ever resist nachos?
Mmm.. Mi favourite. Chocolate souffle with melted chocolate filling.
It would taste more like heaven with a scoop of vanilla ice cream, whipped cream and perhaps cherries? I love cherries! Frozen ones please. Dreamcones chocolate souffle'~~~~
And lastly, a perfectly ice blended honeydew shake with pearl! I'll love you if you get me all these! HEHEHEHEHEHEE :PI think I should change my blog link to Amnanilovesfood.blogspot.com. What do you think? Do please leave comments on the Cbox. Hehe. Thank you ;)
♥
P/s. I'm loving you always, my beloved health instructor! :P
P/s. I'm loving you always, my beloved health instructor! :P
(You know who you are Kinkybutt♥)
Tuesday, 24 November 2009
Attention
(Self animation. Didn't expect myself to look girly though. lol)Phrase of the day:
" Some feelings are better left unfelt. "
" Some feelings are better left unfelt. "
I love this song
Black Eyed Peas - Meet me halfway.
I can't go any further then this
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day yes, i'm really missin' missin' you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl, wuz up, it use to be just me and you
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day, yes i'm really missin missin you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl wuz up, wuz up, wuz up, wuz up
Meet me halfway, right at the boarderline
That's where i'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
Girl,i travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
Across the universe I go to other galexies
Just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet
I navigate myself myself to take me where you be
Cause girl I want, i, i, I want you right now
I travel uptown (town) I travel downtown
I wanna to have you around (round) like every single day
I love you alway..ways
Can you meet me half way (I'll meet you halfway)
Right at the boarderline
That's where i'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
Let's walk the bridge, to the other side
Just you and I (just you and I)
I will fly, i'll fly the skies, for you and I (for you and I)
I will try, until I die, for you and i, for you and i, for for you and i,For for you and i, for for you and i, for you and i
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Meet me half way, right at the boarderline
That's where i'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day yes, i'm really missin' missin' you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl, wuz up, it use to be just me and you
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day, yes i'm really missin missin you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl wuz up, wuz up, wuz up, wuz up
Meet me halfway, right at the boarderline
That's where i'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
Girl,i travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
Across the universe I go to other galexies
Just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet
I navigate myself myself to take me where you be
Cause girl I want, i, i, I want you right now
I travel uptown (town) I travel downtown
I wanna to have you around (round) like every single day
I love you alway..ways
Can you meet me half way (I'll meet you halfway)
Right at the boarderline
That's where i'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
Let's walk the bridge, to the other side
Just you and I (just you and I)
I will fly, i'll fly the skies, for you and I (for you and I)
I will try, until I die, for you and i, for you and i, for for you and i,For for you and i, for for you and i, for you and i
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Meet me half way, right at the boarderline
That's where i'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
Pop art ♥
Been practsing to do Pop Art for my Boo cause the images below looks almost like her. Will make a few adjustments.
What do you think? :)
What do you think? :)
Rain rain rain
It's currently 1:21 am. Its raining heavily and strong wind coming from the west. (Jadi weather forecast). Apakan. Hello. And yes, my eyes have not shut. I'm at my Boo's. Been here since Saturday. Just wanna spend time with Boo before mama comes home. I am currently playing Cafe World on facebook. Haha! My boo's already asleep beside me. Boo has to go to work tomorrow thats why tidur awal :) Anyway, Cafe World is my current obsession. *joke! Haha. I'm not really that very jobless. Just missed my lappy a lot. It died on April and revived this November. Yay.
Waaah, so many photos, chat logs, documents amd memories from the past. Me and my Boo deleted it yesterday. All of em.
My facebook is sooo outdated! Its because I don't approve random adds and I've set my profile to private so that noone can search me. My wall is soo empty. Dear beloved friends, do post something on my wall every now and then.
Nyeh, I miss me lovaaa eventhough she's right beside me. she went to Lalaland without me :( *pillow fight* apakan. hehe.
To all who have known me since middle school, yes its true. I have gained weight. I came from a 51 kg to a 64 kg. I'm sorry to disappoint you (macam ada peminat saja) haha! Orang bahagia, yatah. :P
Why ah I kenot sleep? Eyelids are feeling heavy already.
Been listening to Bitter heart by Zee Avi all day long. Damn, it never gets old. I fell in love with her by listening to her first song release titled "Kantoi".
I dedicate this song for those current single people out there. I am me once more by Zee Avi. Cari sendiri aaah? Malas kan buat html code for that song. haha.
My tummy is deeply in pain actually. Got stomach cramps and gastric. Been farting all day :P Kidding. Been farting half day saja. haha. I don't know why I'm so hyper today.
No air atu kali?(bukan lagu chris brown sama jordan sparks) Been indoors the whole day. Malas nak keluar.
I'm so excited for this Sunday. Me and Boo first laid eyes on each other on 28th June'09 (period of Swine flu). hehe. It's gonna be our 5th month of spending time together. Whee~ why? Because we meet each other every single day. We never missed a day without seeing each other. I just love the way Boo is.
I kinda miss home. Miss my brothers and my ngangah. :/ She nags a lot, but I love her.
After going through my past in my lappy, I have realized how stupidly selfish I was. So to those I've offended before, all I can say for now is that I am truly sorry. And I thank you all. If it were't for the past, I wouldn't be where I am standing now. (Lying down actually) Haha! Okay, what is up with me today? I haven't been taking anything seriously today. -_-" Sorry sorry. :)
I've recently watched Papadom btw (Random). For a Malaysian movie, I have to admit, I got a bit touched by it. Its about a father looking after his daughter after the loss of his wife. Overall it is a very extraordinary movie. I love it. After watching it, I shed into tears abit. I miss papa. Very much. Papa, nanti this daughter of yours will lawat your kubur, okay? Tunggu mama and abang and the whole family, okay? We love you always. Rest in peace, papa. (al-fatihah).
Ugh, my stomach is terribly hurting. Want my boo now tapi ia tidur :(
oh well, I'm speechless now anyways. Gonna continue playing Cafe World till I doze off. Will update more soon. :)
Anything, just send a nudge in msn :)
Waaah, so many photos, chat logs, documents amd memories from the past. Me and my Boo deleted it yesterday. All of em.
My facebook is sooo outdated! Its because I don't approve random adds and I've set my profile to private so that noone can search me. My wall is soo empty. Dear beloved friends, do post something on my wall every now and then.
Nyeh, I miss me lovaaa eventhough she's right beside me. she went to Lalaland without me :( *pillow fight* apakan. hehe.
To all who have known me since middle school, yes its true. I have gained weight. I came from a 51 kg to a 64 kg. I'm sorry to disappoint you (macam ada peminat saja) haha! Orang bahagia, yatah. :P
Why ah I kenot sleep? Eyelids are feeling heavy already.
Been listening to Bitter heart by Zee Avi all day long. Damn, it never gets old. I fell in love with her by listening to her first song release titled "Kantoi".
I dedicate this song for those current single people out there. I am me once more by Zee Avi. Cari sendiri aaah? Malas kan buat html code for that song. haha.
My tummy is deeply in pain actually. Got stomach cramps and gastric. Been farting all day :P Kidding. Been farting half day saja. haha. I don't know why I'm so hyper today.
No air atu kali?(bukan lagu chris brown sama jordan sparks) Been indoors the whole day. Malas nak keluar.
I'm so excited for this Sunday. Me and Boo first laid eyes on each other on 28th June'09 (period of Swine flu). hehe. It's gonna be our 5th month of spending time together. Whee~ why? Because we meet each other every single day. We never missed a day without seeing each other. I just love the way Boo is.
I kinda miss home. Miss my brothers and my ngangah. :/ She nags a lot, but I love her.
After going through my past in my lappy, I have realized how stupidly selfish I was. So to those I've offended before, all I can say for now is that I am truly sorry. And I thank you all. If it were't for the past, I wouldn't be where I am standing now. (Lying down actually) Haha! Okay, what is up with me today? I haven't been taking anything seriously today. -_-" Sorry sorry. :)
I've recently watched Papadom btw (Random). For a Malaysian movie, I have to admit, I got a bit touched by it. Its about a father looking after his daughter after the loss of his wife. Overall it is a very extraordinary movie. I love it. After watching it, I shed into tears abit. I miss papa. Very much. Papa, nanti this daughter of yours will lawat your kubur, okay? Tunggu mama and abang and the whole family, okay? We love you always. Rest in peace, papa. (al-fatihah).
Ugh, my stomach is terribly hurting. Want my boo now tapi ia tidur :(
oh well, I'm speechless now anyways. Gonna continue playing Cafe World till I doze off. Will update more soon. :)
Anything, just send a nudge in msn :)
Friday, 20 November 2009
It's been agesssss!
Hello, people! How've you been? Well, everyone knows I've been fine. Wow, I feel like a newbie in blogging. It's been months I have not blogged. I've just revived my laptop after months of being dead. Oh well, to those who concern, no, I am apparently not studying this year. Needed a break from the heat. Been having quite a loooong holiday. But no worries, I will further and continue my studies starting next year. Which will lead me to a busy year. Heheh.
Anyway, the reason I'm here, just needed to tribute a little something for my Dr. Kinky.
Baby, I love you, and I bet you know it so well. I guess you're asleep right now. Hey, it's past midnight already.
HAPPY 19th WEEKSARY, BABY! Me love you long time! And HAPPY ADVANCED 21st WEEK OF SPENDING TIME TOGETHER! I love you, truly and without a doubt.
Hee.. I miss mama. She's in Mekah performing Haj with abang.. :( Mama, come home soon. She'll be back on the 6th of Nov. Insyallah. It finally came to me. The fact that I'm not capable of doing much without mama around. Sometimes abang can be an ass, but hey, I really miss him a lot. I'm here left with my two younger brothers. Pity them. Its hard for them to go about and spend time outdoors cause they have noone to offer them transportation. Its an eyesore to see them play video games and watch tv all day long. I want them to do outdoor activities too. :/ Oh well, I'm in the midst of taking my driving liscense anyway. My first class is this Sunday. Kinda eager. Hee. Once I have succesfully earned my driving liscense, then I can take the boys out or send them off to play footie with their friends. Hmm.. Dear, Mama. We miss you. We pray that you will perform fine in Mekah with abang. Finally, your dreams came true of going there. And get well soon.
Thats all I have to post for now. Will update more soon!
Anyway, the reason I'm here, just needed to tribute a little something for my Dr. Kinky.
Baby, I love you, and I bet you know it so well. I guess you're asleep right now. Hey, it's past midnight already.
HAPPY 19th WEEKSARY, BABY! Me love you long time! And HAPPY ADVANCED 21st WEEK OF SPENDING TIME TOGETHER! I love you, truly and without a doubt.
Hee.. I miss mama. She's in Mekah performing Haj with abang.. :( Mama, come home soon. She'll be back on the 6th of Nov. Insyallah. It finally came to me. The fact that I'm not capable of doing much without mama around. Sometimes abang can be an ass, but hey, I really miss him a lot. I'm here left with my two younger brothers. Pity them. Its hard for them to go about and spend time outdoors cause they have noone to offer them transportation. Its an eyesore to see them play video games and watch tv all day long. I want them to do outdoor activities too. :/ Oh well, I'm in the midst of taking my driving liscense anyway. My first class is this Sunday. Kinda eager. Hee. Once I have succesfully earned my driving liscense, then I can take the boys out or send them off to play footie with their friends. Hmm.. Dear, Mama. We miss you. We pray that you will perform fine in Mekah with abang. Finally, your dreams came true of going there. And get well soon.
Thats all I have to post for now. Will update more soon!
Friday, 24 July 2009
Love is the greatest feeling. Love is like a play. Love is what I feel for you each and every day. Love is like a smile. Love is like a song. Love is a great emotion that keeps us going on. I love you with my heart. I love you with my soul. I love the way I keep you loving like a love I can't control. So, remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart. And I have any entire soul into you right from the very start.
Sorry if I sound so immensely jiwang at this point. My Dr. Kinky is a very romantic person so I got a little influenced (a lot actually).
Oh dear Dr. Kinky, I have never loved this much towards any of the lovers I've been in love with before and for some reason it's driving me crazy. With you, I don't care about the rest and I won't care if the past kept haunting me back to back cause what truly matters is you and I. Despite the fact that I've been excruciatingly hurt before, and at times, I still am, but after putting a few considerations over the matter, I begin to realize you don't deserve to see me hurt. I'm tired of being waiting like a rotten mannequin (--simile) for something to arrive to me. It's time I seek for the happiness I deserve other than going through a prison full of misery. I knew I had to break out and be free.
Oh baby, you have set me free and I feel so thankful to have you in my life. I just need you to complete what's left of me. You're the cane that supports me whenever I couldn't stand on my own.
You're enough of what I need, I wouldn't ask for more. Remember our first date, sayang. We couldn't stop looking into each other's eyes. And I couldn't control myself from wanting to touch you, but in the end, you touched me first. HAHA. :P
You complete me. You're the missing puzzle I've been seeking for.
And you're a perfect fit. Not too little and not too much.
My heart skips a beat for you like a broken CD. I don't need to get into an emergency room to check the rate of my heart beat. Cause I don't wanna waste a minute in the Emergency room. I'd rather spend all my time gazing upon those diamond sparkling eyes of yours.
DN♥
Te Quiero Con Toda Mi Alma, Mi Amor♥
Sorry if I sound so immensely jiwang at this point. My Dr. Kinky is a very romantic person so I got a little influenced (a lot actually).
Oh dear Dr. Kinky, I have never loved this much towards any of the lovers I've been in love with before and for some reason it's driving me crazy. With you, I don't care about the rest and I won't care if the past kept haunting me back to back cause what truly matters is you and I. Despite the fact that I've been excruciatingly hurt before, and at times, I still am, but after putting a few considerations over the matter, I begin to realize you don't deserve to see me hurt. I'm tired of being waiting like a rotten mannequin (--simile) for something to arrive to me. It's time I seek for the happiness I deserve other than going through a prison full of misery. I knew I had to break out and be free.
Oh baby, you have set me free and I feel so thankful to have you in my life. I just need you to complete what's left of me. You're the cane that supports me whenever I couldn't stand on my own.
You're enough of what I need, I wouldn't ask for more. Remember our first date, sayang. We couldn't stop looking into each other's eyes. And I couldn't control myself from wanting to touch you, but in the end, you touched me first. HAHA. :P
You complete me. You're the missing puzzle I've been seeking for.
And you're a perfect fit. Not too little and not too much.
My heart skips a beat for you like a broken CD. I don't need to get into an emergency room to check the rate of my heart beat. Cause I don't wanna waste a minute in the Emergency room. I'd rather spend all my time gazing upon those diamond sparkling eyes of yours.
DN♥
Te Quiero Con Toda Mi Alma, Mi Amor♥
Tuesday, 14 April 2009
:)
iToday, I had netball with my team. It was awesome. I'm too lazy to explain in detail lah. So... yeah. Let the pictures do the talking. ;)
Yes, that's me, cutting my nails before the game. I feel so nail-less now. I can't even pick a penny :( Babai, kuku panjang. Hello, kuku pendek.
Suweeet eh si Rosemary atuu :D
Naqiyah Yusof and Nabilah Yakub Fans ;)
US ♥
The U-18
The U-15 (Banyak sangat jua eh team under 15 ani)
Yes, that's Adek showing off her new shirt during our webcam session. I have a lot of those shirts at home and apparently they're still new. She wanted it, so, I gave one to her. Heheh.
Say "Hello" to my pretty, long nails now.
Now say "Goodbye". :(
Yes, that's me, cutting my nails before the game. I feel so nail-less now. I can't even pick a penny :( Babai, kuku panjang. Hello, kuku pendek.During Netball :
Suweeet eh si Rosemary atuu :D 
Naqiyah Yusof and Nabilah Yakub Fans ;)
US ♥
The U-18
The U-15 (Banyak sangat jua eh team under 15 ani)After netball:
Yes, that's Adek showing off her new shirt during our webcam session. I have a lot of those shirts at home and apparently they're still new. She wanted it, so, I gave one to her. Heheh. So funny you know. She just clicked me tarus tarus and said "WEBCAMMMMMMMM" in msn. haha. I just finished taking my shower at that time. Hahaha. That explains the towel on my head. Hehe. So funny and random of adek. :P
So yeah, I think that's all for now. I'm tireddZzzZz. Will update more soon.
See ya. :)
Monday, 13 April 2009
PDS vs. PGGMB, Friendly match held at BIBD
So yesterday, which was Sunday. Our school, PDS had a friendly match against PGGMB. It was awesome (Y). Like, very awesome. Hee. Here are a few group photos of us. We rock! (Y)
So yeah, I think that's it. Hee. Too lazy to blog much. Will be updating more soon. :)
Sunday, 12 April 2009
Plurk-ing is awesomeee! (Y)
Hey, I'm an active plurker. If you happen to have a Plurk account, just add me up.
Here's the URL to my Plurk Account.
But before that, say this with me.
"Plurk is waaay better than Twitter!"
Hahahaah. LOL :P
I plurk more than I blog. :)
Sunday, 5 April 2009
A lovely Saturday♥
Heya, peeps. So yeah. Yesterday I went out with my girls. Zye, Nabs and Piya. Not only that, with the boys as well. Tipsy, Nabel and Awie along with Shana. We even bumped into Mamad, Faris, Nazmi, Wan Fared, Azman, Izzat. And also, Belle, Sakinah and Ratna. Awesome (Y)
Piyawan Takamchai. Thailand's favourite singer ;)
EWWWW! HOLY TIPSY!!!! HAHAHAHA :P (p/s. Those aren't his real teeth. )
Zyeane and Naniane (Y)
Karas jua mua mu atu, wang! HAHAHA :P
Zye and Nabel (p/s. They're cousins!)Oh, and I finally get to meet si monkeybutt, Maliey lastnight. We watched Fast and Furious 4. It was damn awesome! After the movies, we went for dinner at Fratinis. It was a pleasure to finally meet you in person. ;)
She's the best (Y) :)
Overall, I had an amazing day and night with them. I hope you enjoyed watchin the pictures. Till next time. See ya! :)
Wednesday, 1 April 2009
It just gets me wondering. Why does every beginning, there has to be an ending? :/ I don't know I sound so cheesy at the moment, but I can't help it. I have to express it out. Each and every single time I get hurt, the more I hesitate to begin a relationship with someone. Because i have kept that sort of inner fear of getting hurt within me. It makes me curious why things has to always be that way. After all the times I've spent in lonesome, it gave me room, to think about the mistakes I've made from my carelessness in understanding. It kept me wondering for too long. Is it because we lack of commitment? Is it because we didn't bother to pay any mind to whats been going on around us? Or is it because we didn't take it seriously? That, I do not know. Thats why it has kept me wondering. You know that quote "prepare an umbrella before it rains." If you don't, try translating it to malay. Maybe from there, you might find the quote quite familiar. Hmm. From that quote, it made me realize that in a relationship, you have to be ready by being strong enough cause for sure you might get hurt. The umbrella will be the one that protects us, and the rain will be the one that hurts us. Not literally though. I'm just setting it as a metaphor because I couldn't think of a better way to explain it.
I learnt a little from someone by observing the mistakes she made. I'm not sure if it was a mistake though, cause I don't know what's ahead of her. She hasn't been dating properly because she hasn't fully gotten over her former lover. I asked her "Why are you doing this to yourself?"
"I don't know. I'd rather let him cheat on me rather than lose him.", she replied. I was in a state of shock. I thought my ears deceived me after listening to those words come straight out of her mouth.
It reminded me on how i used to be that way. But now that thought kept on questioning me. How did I become so, desperate. Well, to me, it does seem desperate. I admit, I was desperate though. So yeah, I studied through the matter, and I'm not really so sure of the answer. After spending an amount of time which you have adjusted for your lover other than doing your daily things, the love for your lover starts to manipulate you by telling you to spend more time with him/her and thats when lovers start to say they miss each other. The more they miss each other, the more we struggle to adjust more time for them in our lives because they couldn't stand without talking to each other, seeing each other and whatsoever. Once all those adjusted time has been going on for too long, we become helpless. When you have started to give your love to them in a whole amount, yes, things would still be alright. But once the love becomes less and less because you have given out all the love to your lover, they start to think the love becomes less. Its like this, two singers are performing on stage. The first singer scored the highest points, for sure the crowd will go wild. Then, the second singer came next. He has the second highest point. The crowd won't be as wild as they were after cheering for the first singer. Because it's the least that they asked for. You get me? What I'm trying to say is, when you give your love towards someone, try to balance it. Don't give too much or too little all in different days or time.
And this is the part where things start to get ugly. Once the partner/lover starts to think that you don't love them anymore because of their way of thinking your love for them is becoming less, they tend to become unsatisfied and unhappy. Of course we don't want to see our lovers unhappy, right? We start to grow concern and lose ourselves. Usually we start losing ourselves by negative thinking and all that. Because there are times where people struggle too much, things'll fall apart. Sometimes we just gotta keep it cool no matter how painful it is to see our lovers unhappy. When we see or feel that our lovers are unhappy, we tend to think that we haven't made the happy enough. Even when our lover is out spending time with his/her regular friends, jealousy starts to grow within us which isn't what we used to think of our lovers. We start to think that our lover prefers to be with other people rather than us. That's where all the negative thinking starts to arise. Just because we didn't get the attention we needed, we start to think of negative things.
Thats when both parties start to grow curious of one another. And curiosity can sometimes kill. The trust between the love no longer exists. And trust is one of the strongest element when it comes to love. And another common matter which frequently occurs are broken promises. There are times where we promise something to our lovers, but it never came true eventhough they kept hoping it'd come true, and once you lose your trust for them we start to grow impatient with hoping, we get very furious and start to make a humungous deal out of it. Hope is also one of the strongest element. There are more of the strongest elements when it comes to love. But i'm too lazy to type it all down. Haha.
Without the strongest elements in love, the love you built will shatter to the ground. ( not literally) Things begin to become messy. but its funny you know. Eventhough we are so very frustrated to our lovers for hurting us or disappointing us, we still want to love them and have them in our lives. We love them too much to let them go. I believe its from the habit from all the sparing space and time adjusting we made for them. We grow too used to having them around that you can't even be without them. Even if we try to live without them, we will still be the one running back looking for them. Because we miss their presence in our lives. They have once made our life whole with a better meaning. And being without them makes us pathetically miserable.
I'm not sure if my thoughts are true though, but I hope you will learn a little from what i've just typed down. I might probably continue this kind of topic someday, hopefully I will. But for now, I'm realy tired and my brain is not functioning properly. Hee. Till next time. Goodnight. :)
I learnt a little from someone by observing the mistakes she made. I'm not sure if it was a mistake though, cause I don't know what's ahead of her. She hasn't been dating properly because she hasn't fully gotten over her former lover. I asked her "Why are you doing this to yourself?"
"I don't know. I'd rather let him cheat on me rather than lose him.", she replied. I was in a state of shock. I thought my ears deceived me after listening to those words come straight out of her mouth.
It reminded me on how i used to be that way. But now that thought kept on questioning me. How did I become so, desperate. Well, to me, it does seem desperate. I admit, I was desperate though. So yeah, I studied through the matter, and I'm not really so sure of the answer. After spending an amount of time which you have adjusted for your lover other than doing your daily things, the love for your lover starts to manipulate you by telling you to spend more time with him/her and thats when lovers start to say they miss each other. The more they miss each other, the more we struggle to adjust more time for them in our lives because they couldn't stand without talking to each other, seeing each other and whatsoever. Once all those adjusted time has been going on for too long, we become helpless. When you have started to give your love to them in a whole amount, yes, things would still be alright. But once the love becomes less and less because you have given out all the love to your lover, they start to think the love becomes less. Its like this, two singers are performing on stage. The first singer scored the highest points, for sure the crowd will go wild. Then, the second singer came next. He has the second highest point. The crowd won't be as wild as they were after cheering for the first singer. Because it's the least that they asked for. You get me? What I'm trying to say is, when you give your love towards someone, try to balance it. Don't give too much or too little all in different days or time.
And this is the part where things start to get ugly. Once the partner/lover starts to think that you don't love them anymore because of their way of thinking your love for them is becoming less, they tend to become unsatisfied and unhappy. Of course we don't want to see our lovers unhappy, right? We start to grow concern and lose ourselves. Usually we start losing ourselves by negative thinking and all that. Because there are times where people struggle too much, things'll fall apart. Sometimes we just gotta keep it cool no matter how painful it is to see our lovers unhappy. When we see or feel that our lovers are unhappy, we tend to think that we haven't made the happy enough. Even when our lover is out spending time with his/her regular friends, jealousy starts to grow within us which isn't what we used to think of our lovers. We start to think that our lover prefers to be with other people rather than us. That's where all the negative thinking starts to arise. Just because we didn't get the attention we needed, we start to think of negative things.
Thats when both parties start to grow curious of one another. And curiosity can sometimes kill. The trust between the love no longer exists. And trust is one of the strongest element when it comes to love. And another common matter which frequently occurs are broken promises. There are times where we promise something to our lovers, but it never came true eventhough they kept hoping it'd come true, and once you lose your trust for them we start to grow impatient with hoping, we get very furious and start to make a humungous deal out of it. Hope is also one of the strongest element. There are more of the strongest elements when it comes to love. But i'm too lazy to type it all down. Haha.
Without the strongest elements in love, the love you built will shatter to the ground. ( not literally) Things begin to become messy. but its funny you know. Eventhough we are so very frustrated to our lovers for hurting us or disappointing us, we still want to love them and have them in our lives. We love them too much to let them go. I believe its from the habit from all the sparing space and time adjusting we made for them. We grow too used to having them around that you can't even be without them. Even if we try to live without them, we will still be the one running back looking for them. Because we miss their presence in our lives. They have once made our life whole with a better meaning. And being without them makes us pathetically miserable.
I'm not sure if my thoughts are true though, but I hope you will learn a little from what i've just typed down. I might probably continue this kind of topic someday, hopefully I will. But for now, I'm realy tired and my brain is not functioning properly. Hee. Till next time. Goodnight. :)
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